Kendall Hart

"I didn't mean to cause trouble. Honest."

- Kendall Hart

Kendall Hart is a fictional character on the ABC soap opera, All My Children. The character is the daughter of the series' central character, Erica Kane, a child conceived when Erica was raped on the night of her 14th birthday by movie matinee idol, Richard Fields. She was written as a complex villain, described as "the most terrible daughter on daytime," but was later reformed by the series and reconciled for good with her families.

She was initially portrayed by then 15-year old Sarah Michelle Gellar during the character's first run from March 11, 1993 to July 3, 1995 and then by Alicia Minshew from January 7, 2002 to September 23, 2011. Minshew appeared as Kendall Hart on the Prospect Park's revival of All My Children in the second July 8, 2013 episode.

"I seduced my stepfather, and when he wouldn't sleep with me, I slept with the stable boy, cried rape, and my mother stabbed him with a letter opener. Then I went to jail for perjury, burned my parents' divorce papers, and locked up my little sister. I think that was all in the first week."

- Gellar on playing Kendall Hart, New York Times, April 1997

Character age, origins, and development
The idea for the character of Kendall Hart as a long-lost daughter and foil for Erica Kane (Susan Lucci) existed for years prior to the character's debut but producers needed to wait for the right time in Erica's storyline to introduce her. The character was designed and portrayed to be like a younger version of Erica. 15-year old Gellar, bearing a resemblance to Lucci with the forceful personality and acting skill needed for the character, won the role over many teenaged actresses. Kendall Hart was later played by Minshew from 2002-2013 after Gellar's departure in 1995.

Details of the character's real identity were kept secret until they were revealed on screen a month after Kendall's debut. Gellar only learned she'd be playing the long-lost daughter of Erica Kane right after being cast but before she started filming. In 2001, Minshew experienced a similar situation in which she wasn't told she was auditioning for the role of Kendall until after her screen test.

On March 11, 1993, Kendall was introduced to the audience as a waifish 16-year old runaway desperate to meet her idol, Erica Kane. During the first month of Kendall's storyline, clues directed to the audience hinted at her true identity, including noted similarities between Erica and Kendall, vague story references to a familial connection, Kendall's mysterious documents, questions about her identity, Mona's recognition of Kendall's birthmark and finally revealing Erica had been pregnant with a child she gave up for adoption at 14.

In April 1993, Kendall was confirmed to the audience as Erica's long lost daughter who was angry over being given up for adoption, intent on exacting revenge against her mother as payback while wanting her mother's love. Due to discrepancies involving the current audience remembering Erica had not been a teenager pregnant from rape 17-years before and later, Kendall being purported as the product of a 23/24-year old rape, the character was rapidly aged to 22-23 years old in the summer of 1993 (birth date revised to September 25, 1970). Upon the character's return in 2002, Kendall's birth date was revised back to September 25, 1976, reverting her age to her original birth date when she appeared as a 16-year old girl in the spring of 1993.

Backstory
When Erica was 14-years old, she is raped by Richard Fields, an aging B-movie actor who was Erica's favourite film star and a friend of her father's, director Eric Kane. Fields often targeted young girls. It was later revealed Eric Kane had set this up in exchange for Fields to act in a movie he was directing. Erica became pregnant and due to her trauma from the rape and young age, she and her mother, Mona Tyler, gave Erica's baby daughter, Kendall, up for adoption to the Harts. The Harts raised Kendall in Florida where they kept her adoption from her. Overhearing her parents talking late at night as a child, Kendall learns she was adopted but keeps this newfound knowledge from her parents. When she is old enough, Kendall unseals her adoption papers and discovers her birth mother is her childhood idol, Erica Kane. She saves up her money to go to Pine Valley. She builds up a fantasy that she would meet her mother and become part of her glamorous life.

1993
Kendall Hart was born in Phoenix, Arizona to a teenaged Erica Kane who, with her mother, Mona Tyler, gave Kendall up for adoption to Bill and Alice Hart. The Harts raise her in Florida and as a child, Kendall learns of her adoption when she overhears her parents discuss it late one night but keeps this knowledge to herself. Though growing up in a loving home as a cherished child, a displaced Kendall feels she hasn't belonged all of her life and unseals her adoption papers when she is old enough, discovering her birth mother is her idol, Erica Kane. In March 1993, she comes to Pine Valley, Pennsylvania, as a teenaged waif seeking a Hollywood reunion of mother and long-lost child. She waits for Erica in the offices at Enchantment, Erica's cosmetics company, a runaway kid claiming to be from an abusive home. Upon meeting Erica and her fiancé, Count Dimitri Marick, Kendall begs for a job and faints. Erica hires her as her personal assistant and puts her up at the Pine Valley Inn until Kendall moves to Myrtle Fargate's boarding house in April 1994. Kendall aids in planning Erica's wedding to Dimitri from March to May 1993. She stores her adoption papers identifying her birth mother in her doll that she keeps with her in her bedroom.

Kendall is in for a shock while working for the demanding, often egotistical Erica. Initially excited to work for her idol and devoting herself to her job, Kendall proves herself by successfully putting together Erica's engagement party. At the party, Erica's mother, Mona, recognizes a familiar birthmark on the back of Kendall's neck and begins discreetly seeking information about her in April 1993, starting getting to know Kendall. Meanwhile, Kendall is given the task of planning Erica's wedding but her resentment over being treated as an employee increases upon witnessing the attention Erica lavishes on her eight-year old daughter, Bianca, visiting from Seattle (Kendall, again lost in Hollywood lore, somehow thought Erica would sense their hidden connection). When  Erica remains oblivious to the truth and starts becoming irritated and confused by Kendall's seemingly random accusations/dramatic moods around her, ranging from longing to anger, Kendall quickly manages to avoid telling her who she is and softens Erica with a few good sob stories. However, she  begins to sabotage Erica's wedding plans by deliberately ordering the wrong supplies. She cancels the orchestra, orders the wrong wine, and burns Dimitri's divorce papers from his ex-wife, Angelique, that would allow him to marry Erica.

Continuing to keep her investigation of Kendall hidden, Mona realizes Kendall may be Erica's baby girl she had Erica give up for adoption at age 14. She solicits the help of her long-time friend and investigator, Nick Davis. She confides her suspicions that Erica's new assistant, Kendall, is her daughter. Distressed, Mona reveals the story of Erica's rape on her 14th birthday by a friend of her father's when she was visiting her father in California, her subsequent pregnancy, Kendall's birth in Phoenix; recalling holding Kendall as an infant, how she was "quite like her mother", seeing her birthmark, and says, ''"I held her until she calmed down and I looked very deep into her eyes and I told her that I loved her." ''She explains she only discovered Erica's pregnancy in her fifth month when Erica had just started showing so it was too late for a safe abortion in Europe. She explains her shock to realize Erica was pregnant when she saw her step out of the shower and learned she was raped when Erica finally tried explaining to her mother what had happened to her the night of her birthday. Mona decided to take Erica to Phoenix to have her baby, giving the child up for adoption. After Kendall's birth and adoption, she remembers urging Erica that it was best to keep this experience a secret and bury it inside herself so she could be spared the pain of that memory. Mona admits she thinks Kendall Hart is Erica's child but, until they can confirm who Kendall really is, wants to keep this from Erica just in case she is wrong. Nick searches Kendall's room at Myrtle's boarding house and plants a teenaged private detective, Hayley Vaughan, as a resident to investigate Kendall. Being near Kendall's age, Hayley tries to befriend her to get information but Kendall blows her off. Erica almost discovers the mission when Kendall confronts her about Nick searching her room but Nick and Mona cover up their efforts. Hayley and Charlie visit the Harts, who deny Kendall is adopted and Mona ends the search. Meanwhile, Kendall reveals to Myrtle that Erica is her mother.



Encouraged by Myrtle, a nervous Kendall tries to tell Erica about her true identity for the first time in May 1993  but before she can, Erica lectures Kendall she is an employee after she learns Kendall accepted Dimitri's offer to teach her horse back riding, fearing this takes away from his time with Bianca, and sets boundaries by offering her lessons at a public stable instead, intensifying Kendall's anger. Kendall tries again to reveal she is her daughter but Erica discovers Kendall's incorrect orchestra/wine orders for her wedding and harshly scolds her, sending Kendall fleeing in tears where she lashes out at a bewildered Bianca. Dimitri learns Kendall is trying to ruin the wedding and after furiously forcing her to confess, pressures her to expain why but Kendall still refuses to say who she is and runs away. Erica is angry to hear about Kendall and Bianca's altercation as well as more of Kendall's various sabotage attempts of her wedding and irate, goes to confront her. Kendall is currently daydreaming about a fantasy reunion between her and Erica while desperately trying to pack but she is stopped when Erica arrives to confront her over Kendall's continuing to sabotage her wedding, firing her (Kendall: "You got here pretty quickly. Your broomstick must be turbo-charged." ) Erica says Kendall is an "angry young girl" and demands to know why Kendall is so hostile towards her after she has given her a job and a place to stay, realizing this is about more than a job and she is keeping something from her. A bitter Kendall is about to exclaim she is her daughter too but their confrontation is interrupted when Erica is notified of Bianca being hurt in a horse-back riding accident and rushes off to the hospital. Kendall, jealous of the attention Bianca receives over her injury, expects Erica to realize who she is and furiously blurts out the truth to her. Angry, Erica initially doesn't believe her but is stunned when Kendall asks her if she  remembers Phoenix and first thinks Kendall only discovered she gave birth to another daughter, trying to exploit her. As soon as Kendall thrusts her adoption papers at Erica naming her as Kendall's birth mother,  Erica realizes Kendall is her daughter. Crushed, Kendall feels unwanted and runs away from the hospital to hide at the Pine Cone motel as Erica feels horrible for treating Kendall like an employee, wishing she believed her and somehow recognized who Kendall really was right away. Erica reveals to Dimitri that she was raped when she was 14 years old and became pregnant, having nearly blocked the entire event from her mind. She starts to remember that night again.

As a distraught Kendall tears up her journaled hopes and dreams, Erica frantically searches for Kendall with Dimitri. Upset at everyone who kept Kendall's identity a secret from her, she becomes angry at her mother when she discovers Mona suspected who Kendall really was, didn't tell her, and had Kendall investigated instead of coming directly to Erica so she could know Kendall is her daughter, also blaming Myrtle for keeping the truth from her. When Erica wants to call Kendall's parents to find her, believing they didn't tell Erica that Kendall knew she was her mother either, Myrtle reveals the Harts kept Kendall's adoption hidden from her; Kendall accidentally overheard them talking about her adoption, kept it to herself, and found out Erica was her mother when she was old enough to search on her own. Upset, Erica wants to find Kendall herself but Dimitri convinces her to hire back private detectives to find her, locating an angry but hurt Kendall shortly after. Kendall relents and agrees to talk. Erica wants to get to know Kendall but though Kendall agrees with Erica that she came to Pine Valley because she wanted Erica to be her mother, she claims she's not interested anymore. Kendall asks what was wrong with her as a baby for Erica to give her away. Erica insists it had nothing to with Kendall but says she wasn't ready to be a mother at that point because she was a teenager. Kendall accuses her of abandoning her but Erica says she didn't abandon her, she did the best thing for both of them when Kendall was born by giving her up for adoption, saying it was better for Kendall to be raised by a loving couple rather than a "traumatized teenager." Kendall is still angry but becomes confused when Erica vaguely explains it was a painful time in her life. She asks about her father and, despite Erica's attempt to protect Kendall from the truth of how she was conceived, Kendall becomes desperate and begs for the knowledge. Kendall is stunned when Erica reluctantly reveals that she became pregnant with her by rape but she avoids revealing the rapist's identity. Trying to get Kendall to imagine being "even younger than (she) is now" and pregnant, she explains she didn't realize she was pregnant until her 5th month, attributing her body changes to teenaged development, and when Kendall asks when she knew, Erica explains she learned about her pregnancy when her mother saw her step out from the shower. Erica gently tries to have Kendall understand why she had to give her up because she was too young to raise her, asking Kendall to imagine being in her situation now, but Kendall admits she can't answer what she'd do if she was pregnant. Erica changes topics and asks why Kendall tried to ruin her wedding and didn't tell her she was her daughter. Kendall explains she wanted to hurt Erica as much as she felt Erica hurt her by putting her up for adoption. Erica becomes concerned that the Harts neglected her but Kendall confesses the Harts treated her lovingly and didn't even tell her she was adopted. Erica explains to Kendall she wants to try and be a mother to her. A conflicted Kendall hesitates, becoming insecure, but agrees to work at a mother-daughter relationship with Erica. Erica welcomes the young woman into her life and has Kendall live with her as her daughter. When Mona apologizes to an angry Kendall for not revealing her suspicions, trying to explain to her that it was her choice to give her up for adoption and asks her not to blame Erica, Kendall softens again towards her. Erica overhears this, makes up with Mona, and urges Kendall to give them a chance to be a family.

Later that month, Kendall is happy when Erica makes her a bridesmaid to stand alongside her and Bianca. Bianca is confused why Erica is making such an effort with Kendall and remembers how mean Kendall has been to her. Erica finally tells Bianca that Kendall is also her daughter and Bianca is furious to discover that Kendall is her sister, becoming insecure about no longer being Erica's only child. Over the next months, Erica makes an effort to bond the girls but, though they try somewhat, Kendall and Bianca continually argue. In June 1993, Erica publicly announces Kendall as her daughter in her wedding announcement. Kendall is touched but, to her horror, Erica invites the Harts to Pine Valley when she realizes Kendall is dragging out telling her adoptive parents the truth. Kendall says that the Harts lied to her and confesses she doesn’t want to tell her parents anything. Erica lays down the law that either Kendall or herself will tell the Harts everything. Kendall sulks an acceptance of this but freaks out and briefly runs away from Erica’s house. The Harts arrive but when Erica goes to get Kendall, she panics when she finds her missing, frantically revealing to a stunned Bill and Alice she is Kendall’s birth mother and sends Dimitri to find Kendall. Erica is initially angry with the Harts for keeping Kendall's adoption a secret. She says she wanted the best for her baby and for her to be raised by parents who would do the best for her, that her mother promised her this, but they hurt Kendall by keeping her adoption hidden like a ''"dirty little secret." ''When she blames them for Kendall's disappearance, Alice is devastated and Bill says they love Kendall. They explain that they planned to tell Kendall when she was old enough but decided not to out of fear she would feel unloved. Erica becomes sympathetic and understands this, accepting the Harts' explanation, but reveals Kendall is not handling it well. Meanwhile, a fuming Kendall is found by Dimitri at a bus station. He tries to drag an unwilling Kendall back home but Kendall, angry at all of her parents, refuses and goes to get on the bus. When Dimitri grabs Kendall to drag her to Erica's, a security guard interrupts them and Kendall softens when Dimitri introduces himself as her father. He tries to assure her their new family will work. As the Harts  talk to Erica about Kendall as a young child, admitting they love her but never understood her because "she's always been so full of big ideas and plans" while they tried to prepare her for the "real world," Erica notes that being similar to herself and, asking to see Kendall's childhood photos, gazes at one just before  Dimitri returns with Kendall then. Kendall is surprised by everybody's relief but becomes sullen when Erica tells Kendall she told her parents everything and Kendall uneasily listens to her parents' apology, refusing to apologize for keeping everything from her parents a secret when Erica pushes her. The Harts are invited to attend Erica's wedding to Dimitri in support of Kendall. Mona, Erica, Bianca and Kendall share a moment as "three generations of Kane women" in front of the mirror the morning of Erica's wedding and the wedding goes well.

Dimitri, Erica, Kendall and Bianca all try to make it work as a family and the arrangement works for a brief time but Kendall grows more jealous of Bianca and the two continue to bicker. Bianca spills ink on Kendall's bridesmaid dress, matching hers, to keep her out of Erica's wedding party in June 1993. She is angry when Erica changes both their gowns, having Bianca wear an older dress and Kendall wear one of Erica's dresses instead, also blaming her sister when Erica sometimes "takes (Kendall's) side" while trying to mediate their arguments. Kendall accuses Bianca of trying to get her in trouble, manipulates her into returning home to Seattle with her father in July 1993, and successfully ruins Erica's strategies to win custody of Bianca. Kendall then subtly encourages Bianca to run away from Seattle to Pine Valley in August 1993 but partially admits to what she did after Bianca does go missing shortly after. Later that month, Kendall secretly manipulates Bianca into running away again and Bianca locks herself in the Wildwind mausoleum. Kendall hears her sister's cries and ignores them. However, she reveals Bianca's location later that night. Meanwhile, Erica and Kendall work to develop a close mother-daughter relationship; doing style sessions, giving designer clothes to Kendall,  an internship at Enchantment and going on off-screen  outings throughout the next months. Though they have moments where they start to bond, Bianca interrupts and walls are back up when Erica's attention is diverted from an increasingly resentful Kendall to Bianca. Kendall, seeking Erica's total love and approval, feels uncertainty with her identity and her place in Erica's life and becomes embittered by not instantly receiving everything she is looking for from her mother. Erica works to be the mother Kendall wants her to be and give her the kind of love Kendall needs but struggles with memories and reminders of her rape brought on by Kendall's sudden appearance in her life. Both become frustrated when what Erica gives Kendall isn't enough, Kendall wanting her fantasy relationship with Erica immediately. Dimitri becomes Kendall's primary confidante/supporter. In  August 1993, Kendall's hurt increases when she pushes Erica to admit that while she cares about Kendall, does not love her like she loves Bianca. Erica confesses privately to Dimitri that she wishes she did but keeps experiencing traumatic memories of her rape she is now forced to confront after Kendall came back, remembering her rapist, trying to disconnect Kendall from him. Kendall and Erica's already complicated relationship is also strained due to Erica being angered when Kendall acts out through sabotage against her  (eg. ruining Erica's custody strategy, encouraging Bianca to run away, etc.), Erica becoming frustrated when it seems Kendall wants to be  " not just included, but the center of attention at all times"  to the exclusion of everyone else's needs. Dimitri, also pushing to develop Erica and Kendall's relationship, counsels both Erica and a disheartened Kendall that they just need time to know each other as mother and daughter. Erica keeps working with Kendall on their mother-daughter relationship.

However, Kendall is still dissatisfied with what Erica gives her and grows closer to Dimitri. Kendall begins daydream about Dimitri and develops a crush on her step-father but keeps it hidden. That month, Kendall accidentally stumbles upon the discovery of her birth father's identity and begins asking questions. Erica initially denies to Kendall that Richard Fields is her father. However, after Kendall begs for the information and presses her, saying she needs to know, Erica reluctantly confirms it. She demands that Kendall completely forget about Richard Fields, that the only way to deal with this knowledge is to "let it go." Kendall promises she will forget him but  becomes obsessed with material such as movies and articles about her birth father and daydreams he will give her that instant love she wants from Erica. Despite her promise, Kendall resolves to find her father. Dimitri discovers what she is doing and understands her need to learn about the father she came from. He explains the emotional damage it could do by finding a father who violated her mother and may not want a daughter he was never told about. Believing he is protecting both Kendall and Erica by controlling the search, in addition to ensuring that Erica does not find out, Dimitri offers to aid Kendall in finding her biological father. He hires Hayley as a private investigator. Erica gets briefly suspicious when she finds Hayley and Kendall with a Fields playbill but Kendall promises her she's not looking and won't collect anything else of his. Despite repeated warnings from Erica against locating or researching Richard Fields, Kendall continues her mission and during the successful operation to locate Fields, her crush on Dimitri grows.



She gets to know Anton Lang, a medical student living at Wildwind as Dimitri's ward she met earlier in August after threatening him with a pitchfork when he surprises her in the stables. Kendall finds his attention annoying but Erica and Dimitri work to form a friendship between them, trying to get Kendall to make friends her own age with Anton and Hayley. Noticing Kendall's listlessness due to her father issues, Erica attempts to get Kendall interested in Anton in October 1993 as a first romance to fix said issues but Kendall is having none of it and Anton, though curious about Kendall, is  fed up. Convinced by Erica to try again with her, Anton finds Kendall in the stables but discovers her with her secret collection of material on Fields. Kendall freaks out at him and Anton confronts  her about her obsession with " an old man " who was a " bad actor."  Kendall b reaks down, reveals it's her father and she was conceived when he raped her mother, and she has so many questions without answers. She and Anton reach an understanding and he promises to keep her search a secret. Remembering Erica explaining she and Dimitri are trying to protect Kendall by disallowing her from locating Fields and cites her own pain at finding her father again, grateful she's not looking for Fields, an insecure Kendall rethinks her search. However, things go downhill for everyone when Erica unwittingly discovers Kendall's forbidden research on her biological father shortly after in the Wildwind stables and goes ballistic, saying that Fields isn't the movie star Kendall thinks he is but a monster she needs to rip her from her fantasy of and hysterically falls into recounting her rape. Kendall is distraught but when Erica goes to burn her collection, Kendall tries to stop her. However, Erica sets it on fire, forcibly keeping a screaming Kendall away from her burning collection, and becomes elated when she  momentarily believes she has "killed" Fields. Afterward, Anton comforts an upset Kendall who cries she never wanted to hurt Erica but, since Erica hasn't left her anything of her father, she needs to find him now, "I never wanted Erica to find out. I knew it would all be ruined if she did." Realizing what happened, Erica laments Kendall hearing the details of her rape and that she lost it but is upset Kendall broke her promise again; defending that she thought Kendall stopped looking like she said she would. She is upset to figure out Dimitri supported Kendall's search and Dimitri explains Kendall's need to find out her biological roots. Erica angrily replies, "So she did, she found me. And she found you. I have opened my life to her, you are a wonderful step-father to her, you are willing to do anything for her, anytime, any place. What is wrong with her? Why must she continue to do research on this deviant?" Dimitri talks about Kendall's urge to find out who her father is but Erica refuses this and furiously asks, "To what? To romanticize a monster? To hurt me?" She forbids Kendall finding anything else about Fields as this can "only cause more pain. This can destroy (them) all," blaming Dimitri for not making Kendall understand this. When Kendall walks in, Erica gives her an ultimatum to give up her search, uncompromisingly forbidding Kendall a final time to find, research, or talk about Fields and suggests getting therapy for Kendall to talk about her father but has her never discuss it at the house. Kendall, devastated by her conception and Erica's reaction to her collection, agrees and everyone in the house comes to a tense truce. However, Kendall secretly increases her efforts to hide her search from Erica. Dimitri tries to stop her search but Kendall, still needing to find out everything about who she came from, cries that after learning what Fields did to Erica, needs to confront him. Dimitri reminds Kendall that he raped her mother and Kendall screams, "I know that! I know that, and he has to pay for that." She explains she needs to meet Fields to condemn him, "He should spend his last few days terrified of burning in hell." Dimitri agrees on the condition that she sever all ties to Fields and she meets him only once. Kendall promises. After finding Kendall's collection of material on Fields, Erica begins experiencing flashbacks to her rape.

Kendall, Dimitri, and Hayley find Fields in November 1993  in Los Angeles. Fields' former agent warns them off of him when he confides sexual accusations made against Fields but Kendall still decides to visit him. Hayley and Dimitri want to be present but they relucantly let Kendall see him alone when she insists. A troubled Kendall asks Fields about what he did to Erica on her 14th birthday and Fields lies with a deluded account of that night. Kendall leaves the room and tells Dimitri and Hayley she has decided to tell him she is his daughter over their objections and though they try to keep her away from Fields after her initial meeting with him, Kendall returns to Fields' room and interrogates Fields further about what happened on Erica's 14th birthday. Fields claims Erica wasn't upset and the love-making was consensual. She tells him Erica became pregnant with her from that night and he is her father. After Fields insists that if Erica had told him about Kendall, he would have raised her, Kendall considers this:

"Everything anyone's ever told me about my life was a lie. The adoptive parents lied to me, Erica lied. Everything I found out, I found out on my own."

- Kendall, November 1993

Dimitri, looking for Kendall, arrives to see Fields hugging her and immediately attacks Fields. After being pulled off by Hayley, Dimitri warns Fields to stay away from Kendall, furiously telling him that he knows what he did Erica, and threatens his life as Hayley continues to caution Kendall about how dangerous Fields is and the allegations/charges made against him for sexual assault. However, Kendall visits Fields again after claiming she just needs time alone. Upset, Kendall confronts him about raping her mother. Fields lies that he never raped Erica, the sex was "consensual" but when Kendall notes Erica was only 14, Fields claims that Erica said she was 18 and he could never force himself on anybody. A dubious Kendall continues to interrogate him about what he did to Erica, that his story doesn't match Erica's traumatic account, and uneasily questions why Erica would lie about being raped. Fields fabricates a completely different account, saying Erica needed a cover story after she became pregnant. He plays on Kendall's weak spots by insisting he would have raised Kendall as his own had Erica told him about her and he and Erica were in love, despite the age difference, mirroring Kendall's own crush on Dimitri, and that Erica had a crush on him. A confused Kendall, while initially doubtful, is desperate to believe she was not conceived in rape and starts to believe Fields' lies, warming to his apparently instant approval of her as his daughter. Fields is satisfied when Kendall, after some consideration, now insists Erica lied about being raped just to hurt her by justifying giving her up for adoption, bitterly claiming,

"She couldn't have you all to herself so she tried to make me hate you! Selfish, conniving- I swear, I will never believe another word she tells me again as long as I live. (...) I was inconvient to her so she just gave me away to the Harts. They pretended they were my real parents the same way that Erica pretended that you raped her. I guess I pretended too."

- Kendall, November 1993

Fields softens Kendall when he wished he could have watched her grow up and Kendall angrily says Erica hurts everyone, including her step-father who she says she is in love with now. As Fields advises Kendall to beware of Erica, a concerned Hayley and Dimitri arrive. Dimitri reminds Kendall of what her mother has done for her, that Erica gave her a home, brought her into her life as her daughter, and did for her "what any mother would do for her daughter," asking Kendall if (continuing to see Fields) is how she shows her gratitude. Dimitri warns Kendall if she wants to bring "the man who caused (her) mother a life time of pain into (Kendall's) life," this could ruin her relationship with Erica and urges her to keep building the relationship she and her mother have struggled to establish together. Dimitri has a conflicted Kendall make a choice between Fields and Erica. Kendall choses Erica. He has Kendall promise she will sever contact with her biological father. Kendall agrees but discreetly takes Fields' calls at Wildwind, wanting contact with both her birth parents. Simultaneously, Erica's flashbacks to the night of her rape worsen after the October incident in the stables. Kendall begins to suspect it's herself that is prompting Erica this pain but Erica denies it, saying not everything is about Kendall, and explains again how she cannot tolerate the prospect of unearthing Fields. However, s he starts unwittingly seeing Fields in Kendall's place at times, beginning to freak out at a confused Kendall who tries to help her. Later, an upset Kendall rants to Anton about Erica's supposed lies about her father. Though skeptical of Kendall's words, Anton covers for her to Dimitri when it is nearly revealed she gave Wildwind's phone number to Fields. Fields calls Kendall back at Wildwind one night and Erica has a panic-attack after she answers the phone to hear Fields' voice while she was having another nightmare about him. Due to increasing nightmares and flashbacks to her rape, Erica realizes, despite trying, she can't be the mother Kendall needs her to be and is failing in her efforts to give Kendall the type of love she wants from her. She feels guilty about giving Kendall up for adoption and for associations she makes between Kendall and her rape as it's not Kendall's fault but, due to the memories/reminders she triggers, can't help it and needs her to move out of Wildwind, explaining to Dimitri she has no choice but to have Kendall move out because she can't handle being reminded of Richard Fields anymore, never dealt with her rape, and remembering Fields has taken over her life. Instead, Erica offers to pay for Kendall's apartment and education. Dimitri protests and they argue, Erica wondering why he always defends Kendall. Dimitri, though believing Erica sending Kendall away won't solve anything, agrees to have Kendall move out but wants to be the one to ask Kendall to find an apartment to soften the blow and Erica agrees. Though Erica, Dimitri, and Anton tell Kendall this isn't a rejection, she is crushed by the request but fakes a willingness to accept the arrangement to move to an apartment in town. Kendall secretly vows she won't be the one leaving Wildwind.

Her friendship with Anton continues to grow. Although, over the previous months, he figures out Kendall has a crush on Dimitri but Kendall repeatedly denies it. They kiss for the first time in late October 1993 but Kendall freaks out, saying she can't stand to be touched like that. Kendall explains when she found out her mother was only 14 when she had her,

"I didn't know that she was raped. I had all these visions of my mother, like me, just fooling around in the back seat of some guy's car and the next thing you knew there was this baby. I wasn't about to let that happen to me, I didn't want to know about sex, or anything even connected with it. To me, sex was like the enemy. It was something waiting to grab me and to destroy my entire life, only I wasn't going to let it. I wasn't even going to get close."

- Kendall to Anton, October 1993

Anton gradually tries to open Kendall up to the idea of a relationship with him and they become closer. However, a spiteful Kendall blames Erica for having to leave Wildwind and accidentally-on-purpose slips to Erica that she and Hayley went to California after Erica gives her a sermon on the wonders of independence regarding Kendall's apartment plans when Kendall lies to her she is "excited" to be on her own for the first time. Erica immediately questions Kendall why she went to L.A. and Kendall quickly covers, saying she and Hayley are just planning a trip there next year ("Like, you know, total independence!"), but Erica is suspicious. When she finds out Kendall has visited her birth father in California and discovers Dimitri's part in it, she is furious and rages at them both. Erica slaps her, calls her a sneaky, vicious brat, and after an infuriated tirade in which she goes over Kendall's history of lies, Kendall is devastated when she shouts she is like her biological father for hurting her so much. Erica leaves Dimitri, blames him for allowing Kendall to find Fields over loyalty to their marriage & not making Kendall understand her associated trauma, and also compares him to her rapist for finding him. In Erica's absence, a distraught Kendall has a brief mental break-down as a child of rape. Dimitri asks her to stay at Wildwind. However, Kendall deliberately thwarts a reconciliation attempt between Erica and Dimitri in  December 1993  by  allowing her mother to discover her still living there right after Edmund lectures a sulking Kendall about complex adult relationships, telling her to let Erica and Dimitri work things out. Upset, Erica questions Dimitri's reasons for having her stay in her absence, saying that Kendall agreed to move out. She says that Kendall isn't his blood relative but he still seems to chose whatever Kendall wants over their marriage, becoming suspicious he feels more than paternally for Kendall. Dimitri tries to explain to Erica that he only cares for Kendall because she is her child. Erica thinks it's more than that and walks out on him. Kendall tries eavesdropping but is pulled away by Edmund. Edmund tells Dimitri, who maintains that Kendall is just a thoughtless child, immature, and naive, that Kendall is trying to sabotage her mother's life, ''"She wants to get back at her mom. Why not make waves with you and Erica?" '' Dimitri denies this but starts flashing back to Kendall's explanation of her "accidental" slips.

Meanwhile, Kendall's mother, Alice, calls and wants her to return home to Florida but Kendall still wants another chance with Erica. Kendall pleads with Erica, saying she has needed Erica all her life, that the Harts couldn't give her what Erica could as a mother, and she only wants to find the "missing pieces of (her) life". Erica tells Kendall that they know each other now, she gave her answers to her questions, but she can't fill in the missing years of her life for her and is grateful to Alice for doing that in her place. Saying that she hopes Kendall can understand why she is hurt and angered by Kendall's betrayal of finding her rapist when Kendall says she is sorry for making her angry, Erica explains she has always tried to do the best for Kendall; from the time Kendall was a baby and was too young to raise her, ensuring she "gave (her) baby to a decent home with loving parents,” to later on when she took her in, that everybody did the best they could for her, but nothing is enough for Kendall. Kendall says her dream was for their relationship to work but Erica says that Kendall wanted her "perfect fantasy" of it to work and lectures her that perfection doesn't start with lying about her identity when she arrived or with scheming. Kendall apologizes, that she only wanted for Erica to want her, and quickly asks her to remember they had good times as well. Erica responds she remembers them too, using it as an example to remind Kendall of what she did to include her in her life as her daughter, but is unhappy Kendall still found Fields in spite of this. Kendall explains that though Erica gave her answers to most of her questions, she didn't answer her questions about Fields, trying to explain why she needed to meet him and swears she'd do it differently if she could. Erica insists what she did tell Kendall about Fields should have been enough. She clarifies Kendall's trip to Los Angeles isn't the issue; the problem is she can’t fulfill Kendall’s exaggerated expectations of an idealized mother-daughter relationship. She explains that, though she tried, she can no longer try to be the fantasy mother Kendall dreamed her to be and what she can give to Kendall isn't enough. When Kendall says she'll be anything Erica wants, she just wants to be loved, Erica implores Kendall to return home to the Harts, that her parents are waiting for her, and they already provide the type of love she seeks. She gently tells a shattered Kendall that, "the most loving thing (she) can do for (Kendall) is to ask (her), please, stop hurting (her)self this way," asking her to say good-bye''. ''Kendall wordlessly leaves Erica's office. Though Erica explains to Edmund she is pained at letting Kendall go, she voices her suspicions that Dimitri feels more than paternal friendship for Kendall.

Kendall is distraught from her talk with Erica and finds Dimitri at Wildwind. Insisting Erica turned her back on both of them and she can replace her in his life, Kendall confesses her love for her step-father and kisses him fully on the lips. Horrified, Dimitri tells Kendall he could only love her as a daughter. Kendall attempts to try and convince him he loves her romantically, saying that he does whatever she wants but Dimitri says this is a fantasy. He tries to call a doctor to get her psychiatric help but Kendall uses this as proof he loves her. Dimitri rejects Kendall, explaining he doesn't love her, only loves her mother and cared for Kendall only because Erica is her mother and cherishes everything "precious" to her. Kendall denies the latter and maintains she only wanted Erica's love but tells Dimitri she's only "a burden" to Erica and believes her mother despises her. Dimitri denies this, saying Erica's difficulties aren't about Kendall but with being raped/Fields. Admitting she is outraged at her mother for giving her up for adoption and not raising her herself, Kendall rages her belief that  Erica was not raped by Richard Fields but used it to cover up an illegitimate pregnancy "because good girls didn't get knocked up in those days" and is angry Erica never told Fields about her. Furious at Kendall's words, Dimitri roughly shakes her. This is unknowingly witnessed by Erica through the window but she flees when she hallucinates Kendall as herself and Dimitri as Fields. Having earlier told Mona that she felt it was best for herself, Kendall, and everyone to send Kendall home to the Harts, hoping to put her rape behind her, a troubled Erica explains what she saw happen between Dimitri and Kendall at Wildwind and says she felt scared for her. She reveals she felt a maternal urge to protect Kendall but was too frightened when she started hallucinating Kendall as herself and Dimitri as Richard Fields.

Dimitri realizes Kendall is still in contact with Fields and she is acting against Erica, angrily accusing Kendall of sabotaging her. Kendall confirms she's talking to Fields but cries that she went to Erica for one last chance and tried to make her love her but was sent back to Florida instead. Infuriated when Dimitri thinks Erica did what was best for her, Kendall tells him,  "Stop defending her! Erica Kane only does what's best for Erica Kane. She lies and says it's for my own good. Well, the greatest lie she ever told was the one about my father. She's the monster, not him!" She refuses to give up her father, furious at Erica for giving her up. Dimitri realizes the extent of Kendall's lies. He summarizes her motivations in paragraph:

"You don't love anyone but yourself. You only wanted me as the final nail to be hammered into Erica's coffin and why? Because she gave you up the day you were born, but not for the reasons you think. Not out of selfishness or inconvenience or shame, but out of love. (...) Erica was a child when she gave birth to you. How was she supposed to raise you, look after you, provide for you? The greatest gift she could give you was to give you to a family that could give you the things that she couldn't. Stability, hope, love, a future, Kendall. You owe Erica your life. And as lives go, it hasn't been so bad. Bill and Alice Hart are good honest people but it wasn't enough for you. Nothing ever is. You won't be happy until you've trashed the lives of everyone who ever dared care about you. (...) The one day Erica gave you away, that's the day you are hellbent on making everyone pay for."

- Dimitri to Kendall, December 1993

Kendall furiously protests but a livid Dimitri throws her out of Wildwind. Devastated, Kendall finds Anton and tells him she wants to kill herself. She confides her versions of what happened with Erica and Dimitri. After he sympathetically hears her out, she allows him to seduce her and loses her virginity that night. The next morning, Anton believes they had a nice time, "You look so pretty," but Kendall appears troubled by the experience and frantically finds Erica. Erica is concerned by Kendall's hysteria, asking Kendall if there was an accident and if she's hurt. Still crying, Kendall denies this and Erica grows increasingly worried as she remembers witnessing Dimitri shake Kendall. When she pushes to get information out of Kendall and Kendall struggles to answer, Erica, aware of Kendall's virginity, tries to get Kendall to open up, "Was it Anton? Did Anton seduce you?" Kendall tearfully responds, "No. It was Dimitri," and implies she was raped. Erica is immediately infuriated by Kendall's claim but when Kendall swears by it, saying it happened last night, Erica flashes back to calling Wildwind about Kendall that night, asking where she was, but was told she went out. When she asked to speak with Dimitri, Erica remembers being told he was at the Hunting Lodge, but it is uncertain he was alone. Erica wavers in her disbelief but angrily accuses Kendall of lying to "get back at (her)" as payback   and,  referencing Kendall's history of lying,  says she's "lying more to punish (her)."  Kendall asks why she would lie about something so awful and Erica says it's because their relationship didn't go the way Kendall wanted, "And now you're making up something else to hurt me."    Kendall swears she's not lying but Erica refuses to believe Dimitri seduced her. However, Erica wavers further in her disbelief when Kendall vocalizes her fear of being pregnant, guilt-tripping her mother when she cries she is unable to take care of a baby but can't give her own child up either and begs to be taken to a doctor. Erica still wants to uncover any duplicity and insists on taking Kendall to the hospital where Dr. Joe Martin examines her. He confirms to a perturbed Erica that Kendall did have sex for the first time within the past 12 hours. She is further distressed when Dr. Martin, noting the bruises on her arms looking like "the result of perhaps someone grabbing her and holding her too tightly," speculates Kendall might have been raped. Erica remembers Dimitri roughly shaking Kendall. She has Kendall tell her what happened that night with Dimitri. Kendall fabricates a convincing account of Dimitri attacking her, her story aligning with Erica's own recollections of her rape, and Erica comes to envision her rapists' face morphing into Dimitri's. Believing Dimitri raped Kendall, a furious and bewildered Erica leaves to confront Dimitri at Wildwind. Though he initially refuses to tell Erica exactly what happened the previous night with Kendall, an upset Erica pushes for details, remembering Kendall's account to her of what happened with Dimitri. He unsuccessfully tries to tell her of Kendall's deceptions and that Kendall was actually trying to sabotage her. Erica interprets his change of attitude toward Kendall as proof he attacked her and, incensed, reveals she saw him with her daughter the previous night, yelling that he shook Kendall and hurt her. Dimitri denies he hurt Kendall in any way, that he was trying to shake some sense into Kendall as Erica would do, but Erica believes he is lying. She becomes more furious at Dimitri when he reveals Kendall came on to him, believing he is blaming Kendall for his apparent attack on her. An enraged Erica screams at Dimitri, "You did it, didn't you? You raped my daughter," and correlates Dimitri to her rapist again when Dimitri denies the charge and rages, "Whatever happens to Kendall, she asked for it." Remembering Dr. Martin's examination that found Kendall had been bruised and lost her virginity in the past 12 hours while Dimitri continues to defend himself against Kendall's accusations and tries to explain, Erica hallucinates him as Richard Fields and stabs Dimitri with a letter opener.

Meanwhile, Kendall refuses to go through with any post-rape procedures, claiming she never "used that word," and begs for something to prevent pregnancy. Dr. Martin calls Mona in for Kendall after Erica left. Kendall won't answer any of Mona's worried questions about why Erica brought her in and would race to Dimitri's while she was still in hospital, vaguely saying, "She had to go. She knows what he did to me." Mona asks why Erica is confronting Dimitri about her and Kendall wonders if Erica believed her, "Maybe she's telling him off." They are interrupted when, elated, Erica returns to the hospital, claiming to have stabbed Richard Fields but is horrified to learn she stabbed Dimitri. Kendall overhears what happened at Wildwind and faints from shock. Erica tells her lawyer/friend, Jackson Montgomery, that she initially appreciated Dimitri being a father to Kendall but all the while he was helping Kendall sneak behind her back and sought to hurt her the most when he advantage of her daughter, finally explaining she stabbed Dimitri because he raped Kendall. Jackson explains that she came to the hospital saying she had killed Fields. Upon regaining consciousness, Kendall is visited by a confused Anton, who went looking for her at Erica's and was told she was at the hospital. Anton explains that he is finished with Dimitri because Dimitri has turned against Kendall. However, Kendall is frightened that he will ruin everything and tells him to get out of her life, confusing Anton even more. Still wanting another shot at her relationship with Erica, Kendall visits Erica wondering if she stabbed Dimitri because of what she said to protect her. Erica admits that was mixed in there but reveals she was hallucinating Richard Fields when she stabbed Dimitri. Disappointed, Kendall tries to see Dimitri and bitterly laments how they could have been together but a livid Dimitri wakes up and throws her out of his hospital room. Kendall vows revenge on both her mother and step-father for their rejection. After being detained in the hospital for a short while, Erica is arrested for the attempted murder of Dimitri. At Wildwind, Kendall tells a skeptical Anton that Erica is delusional and imagining things, denying she had anything to do with Erica stabbing Dimitri. Jackson also finds Kendall there and explains Erica stabbed Dimitri because Kendall told her that Dimitri had raped her. Kendall lies by claiming that she didn't tell Erica anything like that and only admits to asking Erica to take her to the hospital because she was afraid she was pregnant. Jackson presses Kendall for the identity of her partner that night and Kendall refuses, until an angry Anton identifies himself as the one Kendall had sex with that night.

Meanwhile, Erica is saying she had to confront and stab Dimitri because he raped her daughter and consequently, also flashed back to her own rape because of that wherein she hallucinated Fields. Jackson reveals to her that Kendall is denying she ever told Erica that she accused Dimitri of raping her, but Anton was her sexual partner that night. Erica refuses to believe this, insisting Kendall had been raped by Dimitri because that's what Kendall told her and it made sense after seeing Dimitri shake her, asking why she would just come about Anton, and wants to talk to Kendall about this. Erica finds Kendall at Wildwind where she tries to coax her into admitting what Dimitri did to her, assuring Kendall she will support her " 100% " and that she knows what she's going through, being attacked by somebody she admired. Kendall panics,  but Erica pushes her to accept she was attacked. Kendall  attempts to convince Erica she imagined the accusation of rape she made against Dimitri and claims she just went to Erica that morning for motherly advice about her first sexual experience with Anton. Unsettled by Kendall's denial, Erica refuses to accept this, is still certain Dimitri raped her, explaining she saw Dimitri manhandle Kendall on the night in question and demands to know why she is lying about being attacked. Kendall suggests Erica see a psychiatrist. Erica becomes more unsettled but insists she is not confused, that Kendall is lying, and presses her. Kendall cracks, admitting that she lied about Dimitri attacking her and she did it because she wants to hurt Erica and Dimitri ''"so bad, (she'd) die." '' Horrified, Erica asks Kendall if she has any idea what she's done and  realizes Dimitri was telling her the truth when he explained about Kendall's lies and her seduction attempt. Kendall reveals that she is furious over being given up for adoption, accusing Erica of  "thr(owing her) away."  Erica denies she threw Kendall away and Kendall cries that she would have done anything for Erica's love. Erica tries again to explain she can't be Kendall's "fantasy mother" anymore. Kendall angrily reveals she lied about being raped by Dimitri because she now thinks Erica lied about being raped by Fields to avoid being labeled as a  ''"slut."   Stunned, Erica calls this a "sick and filthy lie."'' Kendall continues that Erica kept away her from a father she believes could have loved/raised her. Outraged, Erica realizes Fields told Kendall all this, says these are all his lies, and furiously warns Kendall against him. Kendall refuses and tirades that her lie was vengeance against Erica. Erica realizes Kendall is so angry at her, she would  "lie about anything,"  and angrily accuses her of knowing what her accusation against Dimitri would do to their marriage. Kendall says she did exactly what Erica did to Fields,  "Accuse an innocent man,"  but she never dreamed Erica would  ''"go off the deep end and stab Dimitri."  Erica declares, "I believed you. I was defending you."'' Kendall rages that she wanted to believe her so she could attack him because deep down, Erica knows knows she's not good enough for Dimitri. When Kendall continues to yell her intentions for revenge, Erica is infuriated, calls her a  "lying, scheming witch" and goes to slap her but Kendall dares her mother to stab her with scissors instead. An appalled Erica refuses to do so and disowns her.

1994
Having been thrown out of Wildwind by Edmund just before her confrontation with Erica, Kendall returns to Myrtle Fargate's boarding house. Anton gets revenge when he seduces Kendall and immediately rejects her himself. Kendall brings Richard Fields to Pine Valley in January 1994 and highjacks Erica's press conference when she uses it to introduce Fields to the town. Erica immediately tries to physically attack Fields, screaming that she'll kill him, but she is taken away from the room. Fields defends himself, lying that he didn't rape Erica, and Kendall states she wants to clear Field's name of any rape accusations. She bitterly claims Erica cried rape just to get rid of her and justify giving her to "strangers to raise," saying Erica maliciously kept her and her father apart. Jackson attempts to explain the real story, that Erica was raped by Fields and Kendall is trying to sabotage her mother again. Afterward, Anton berates Kendall for her stunt at Erica's press conference, saying that Erica gave her life and opened her home to Kendall but Kendall argues, "So she gave me free reign of the house. Big deal. My mother's heart was completely off-limits," and she was to be "seen, but not heard." They argue about the night they had sex and about her immediate rejection of him. Anton says that Kendall wants to be hurt because it makes her feel alive. Myrtle comes in and learns from Anton that Fields is Kendall's biological father, not her ailing uncle, and kicks them out of her boarding house. Kendall gets a room at the Pine Cone Motel. When she sees Dimitri make a televised statement supporting Erica's version of events and defends that Erica made an enormous effort to bond with Kendall but Kendall sabotaged it, Kendall bitterly offers herself as a witness for the prosecution in the case against Erica, who has been charged with the attempted murder of Dimitri. She tells the DA that Erica's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder defense is fabricated and Erica knew exactly what she was doing when she stabbed Dimitri, that she attacked him because she was jealous of Dimitri's relationship with Kendall. The DA is suspicious, "I can understand how some mother-daughter relationships get complicated, especially in your case, but when a daughter marches into my office, foaming at the mouth to put the screws to her mom in a court of law-"   Kendall angrily claims Erica is dangerous, denies having any romantic interest in Dimitri, only thought of him as a father, never accused him of rape and lies she isn't trying to get back at her mother, ''"What kind of mother uses her own daughter to escape an attempted murder charge? In my opinion, Erica Kane is the one with an axe to grind. With me." '' When Dimitri bursts in the room and furiously confronts Kendall over her lies, Kendall tells him to put Erica away for stabbing him. Later that month, despite continued warnings from Erica, Anton, Hayley, Charlie and others against her father (even after Fields is arrested for breaking into Erica's house), Kendall refuses to believe Fields is dangerous or capable of rape and assures herself he loves her. Fields persuades Kendall into taking him to Erica's trial each day but when Kendall witnesses him using her and the trial for a movie deal, going so far as to suggest she play her own mother at 14 opposite him in a "love story" of their encounter, she grows doubtful of her father's intentions but is still intent on revenge against Erica for hurting her.



At Erica's trial during February 1994, Kendall takes the stand for the prosecution. Anton cautions her against making things worse for herself by lying to hurt Erica. However, in an effort to portray Erica as heartless, she twists the truth and lies about her history with Erica, including not explaining to the jury that she lied about her identity to Erica upon her arrival, did not tell her she was her daughter for two months, and claims Erica knowingly treated her daughter as an employee. She falsely states Erica knowingly stabbed Dimitri because she was jealous that Dimitri wanted her romantically as well. Kendall tells the jury that on the morning in question, she told Erica was that she had unprotected sex with Anton and was scared that she was pregnant, needing Erica to take her to the hospital, claiming, "I wanted my mom." She denies she told Erica that Dimitri raped her, provoking a heated tirade from a hysterical Erica in court, who demands she stop lying, tell the truth and vows she'll stop her from lying. She is upset at Kendall's entire testimony ("She made me sound like Cinderella's wicked step mother!"). Though the DA paints Kendall as a hurt little girl who only wanted to please her mother but was coldly neglected by her, Kendall's lies start to unravel under cross-examination by the defense. Kendall is forced to admit her crush on Dimitri and that she tried to seduce her step-father, unwillingly supporting Dimitri's testimony for Erica's defense. The DA angrily threatens an upset Kendall with perjury ("Well, thanks a lot, Lolita. With that last testimony, your mother just may get away with attempted murder.") In retaliation, Kendall overhears Erica talking on the phone to Bianca, learns she is keeping Bianca unaware of her stabbing Dimitri and the trial, and flies to Seattle. She convinces Bianca to agree to return with her to Pine Valley by telling her everything, manipulating her when she says her mother could go to prison for years, in an effort to sabotage Erica by showing up with Bianca in the courtroom. They return to Pine Vally and bicker but Bianca agrees to wait for Kendall while she leaves her alone in her locked motel room to get take-out. While Kendall is out, Fields arrives at the room, demanding Kendall open the door. Not knowing what he did to Erica, a cautious Bianca lets him in after he says he is Kendall's father, excited when she recognizes him from TV and asks for his autograph. They talk but Bianca is quickly found by Dimitri, Jackson, and Trevor Dillon. She is immediately taken away from the room and Fields. Kendall returns and is surprised to learn Fields was alone with Bianca. She is read the riot act by a furious Dimitri, Jackson, and Trevor. Despite continuing to defend her father, an uneasy Kendall has Fields confirm to her that he didn't touch Bianca. In court later that day, Erica is successfully angered by Kendall's actions, certain she knew how much bringing Bianca in this would hurt her, but is convinced by her defense team not to have her formerly charged. However, when Kendall reveals to Erica that Fields did nothing to Bianca, Erica realizes Kendall let Fields be alone with Bianca and becomes enraged at Kendall, launching into an infurated tirade against her in front of the jury who Kendall notices filing in. Kendall then deliberately fuels the tirade by lying she brought Bianca back for her, Erica raging she is more spiteful than she ever thought and a vicious monster.



In March 1994, Kendall is devastated to learn of other rape accusations/charges made against her father revealed during his testimony used for Erica's PTSD defense, one girl committing suicide when her charges against Fields were dropped, and she grows increasingly troubled by the prospect that her father isn't innocent as he claimed. Fields supposedly suffers a heart attack when he is grilled with these accusations made against him, Erica hoping for Fields' death while she watches him collapse. Kendall is troubled to learn that he faked the attack just to escape court. Anton pushes Kendall to disassociate herself from him, referencing his other victims, but Kendall desperately resists accepting Fields is a rapist, thinking her father is all she has left. To refute Kendall's testimony,  Erica is put on the stand and she explains she wanted to develop a close relationship with Kendall when Kendall revealed she was her daughter and made efforts to do so, but it was made difficult when Erica experienced memories of her rape she at first believed were "just a phase" triggered by Kendall's appearance. She explains they worsened into flashbacks after finding Kendall's collection of Fields memorabilia in the stables and states she never wanted Kendall to know she was conceived in rape but Kendall kept pushing for this information, breaking her promise not to search out Fields. Her flashbacks persisted after she was devasted by Dimitri and Kendall's betrayal when she learned they found Fields but now understands Dimitri tried to make Kendall give her father up, unhappily remembering that Kendall accepted him instead. Erica testifies that she didn't think of Dimitri as a rapist until Kendall's accusation or she wouldn't have left Kendall alone with him that night she saw Dimitri shake Kendall, and believed he raped Kendall when  it was proven Kendall lost her virginity within the past 12 hours and  Kendall told her what happened. She explains she had to believe Kendall despite a year of lies " because (she) knows what it's like not to be believed by a parent, " and couldn't do that to her daughter; she had to confront Dimitri for committing the same crime she had suffered on her daughter whose arrival brought back suppressed memories of her own rape. When she hallucinated Dimitri as Fields, she stabbed him. Thinking she was defending Kendall, herself, and all his victims by killing Fields, Erica explains she returned right to the hospital to tell Kendall they didn't need to fear Fields anymore but was horrified to realize she stabbed Dimitri instead. Meanwhile, after a talk with Erica, an angry Bianca comes to see Kendall about the trouble she is causing but Kendall is not at the motel. Instead, Fields arrives and finds Bianca looking for Kendall in her room. Bianca, having learned from Erica how dangerous Fields really is, becomes frightened and tries to escape Fields' advances as Erica testifies about her rape in detail and then her pregnancy, earlier explaining she cared about her baby but gave her up because it was best for everyone, she had to suppress this trauma for years and mourned  the loss of her first-born daughter after Bianca was born but realized she made the right choice for Kendall. When Erica remembers right after giving birth to and placing Kendall for adoption, she prayed her daughter never would experience the pain she did, Kendall is destroyed after she finds Fields attempting to molest Bianca. Having walked in on Fields about to force himself on her little sister, a horrified Kendall quickly rescues a distraught Bianca before Fields can rape her and sends her home with Mona. Witnessing her birth father for what he truly is, Kendall immediately vomits and furiously confronts him about Bianca. She is sickened to suddenly realize, " Oh my God, Erica- You raped my mother. She didn't seduce you. It was rape. " She is disgusted that she defended her father despite Erica's and everybody else's warnings against him,  screaming that he's cost her everyone and everything. Devastated, Kendall listens as Fields continues to defend himself, insults her and threatens to disown her if she leaves him. Kendall resolutely responds,  "I hope you burn in hell,"  and abandons Fields, completely disassociating from him before collapsing into tears outside.

Kendall is distraught and runs to Anton, tearfully explaining what she saw with Fields trying to attack Bianca. Anton pressures her into telling the truth in court. Kendall wavers but freaks out and runs away. Mona confronts Fields and attempts to stab him but leaves him to die in the motel room from a heart attack. A regretful Kendall goes to Erica's house the next morning, apologizing for her lies, and says she was right about Fields; he is everything Erica said he was, she saw what he tried to do to Bianca. Erica responds, "Now you know, now you believe, because you've seen with your own eyes that filthy old man with Bianca. Why did it take that? Why wasn't my word enough?" and says Bianca will forever be scarred by that experience. Remorseful over what happened with Bianca and horrified by what nearly happened, Kendall says she would have died if anything happened to Bianca and admits she should have accepted Erica's word but couldn't make herself face it, "How could my father be that sick? How could I be the result-" She apologizes again and offers to testify in court for Bianca. Telling her that won't be necessary, Erica stuns Kendall when she tells her that Fields is dead from a heart attack. Kendall tries to attribute her behavior in court to Fields, but berates herself for not believing Erica's warnings about him. She says she regrets everything she's done and guilts Erica somewhat when she tearfully admits  she was hurt because she didn't get the type of love from Erica that she wanted. However, Erica  asks Kendall if she's aware of the trouble she's caused and the people she's hurt, nearly getting Dimitri killed. Kendall wants to make amends, tell the truth in court but is afraid of perjury. She agrees to exonerate her mother after Erica, still doubting Kendall's sincerity, plays Kendall by deceiving her into admitting her lies on the stand when she falsely promises her help.

At court, after Erica is cross examined by the prosecution in which she explains she left Wildwind not because she was jealous of her daughter's relationship with her husband but because of Kendall's betrayals, confirming she did not like the situation of her husband having her daughter stay at Wildwind in her absence, and again states she stabbed Dimitri after hallucinating him as Fields because Kendall told her he had raped her, Kendall earnestly confesses her lies in her testimony for the defense. She takes back her former testimony, corroberating Erica's version of events by admitting she told Erica that Dimitri had raped her, causing Erica to confront and stab him. Confessing that she set out to "poison" Erica and Dimitri's relationship because she couldn't accept she was given up for adoption for good reasons, she admits she drove her mother to the edge and supports Erica's PTSD defense, upset when she accepts her father was a rapist. She is arrested for perjury after stepping off the stand. Erica still refuses to help Kendall out of her perjury charge. She is convinced by Anton to visit Kendall later that night in jail where the two have an emotional confrontation over Kendall's various schemes. Erica explains her deception to Kendall and says she won't help her, revealing that she promised Kendall legal protection in order to convince her daughter to exonerate her, mirroring Kendall's own deceptions to her. A stunned Kendall tearfully explains she tried to take back her lies with her testimony. Erica reveals she would have helped Kendall if she didn't hurt Bianca by deliberately bringing her into the situation. When Kendall cries that she didn't know what Fields was, Erica angrily reminds her that she warned her what he was but Kendall wouldn't believe it and won't help her out of jail, screaming at her for leaving Bianca alone with Fields and undermining her efforts to protect Bianca from "this fifthy trial" by bringing her to Pine Valley to "rub her nose in it". Kendall says she didn't mean for Fields to hurt Bianca, apologizes for everything and accepts her imprisonment but begs for another chance. She explains she only came to Pine Valley to be Erica's daughter. Erica is conflicted by Kendall's cries but resists giving in again. She still doubts her sincerity and says she can't forgive her, lecturing Kendall to give up her fantasy life if she hopes to have a decent future and notes prison as the result of her revenge plots. She leaves a newly vengeful Kendall in jail and Kendall vows payback. Erica returns home and, feeling terrible about turning her back on her daughter, calls Alice Hart to help Kendall. Kendall is charged with perjury and sentenced to 30 days at Green Briar, a correctional facility. There, Kendall experiences a brief but warm reunion with her mother, Alice, and immediately falls into her arms.

Anton professes his love to Kendall in jail and vows his loyalty to her, making Dimitri extremely unhappy. Dimitri tries to buy Kendall out of town, infuriating Anton. Dimitri exiles Anton from Wildwind when he refuses to leave Kendall but learns Anton is his son shortly after (Anton's "sister" Corvina had sex with a teenaged passed-out Dimitri). Later, Kendall is upset to learn Erica received a verdict of "not guilty." While imprisoned, Kendall meets fellow town pariah and inmate, Janet Green, who has received experimental plastic surgery on her face. Unaware of Janet's identity, the two gradually become friends. Kendall reveals she is Erica Kane's daughter and updates Janet, a former Pine Valley resident, of the events happening in town since her imprisonment. Unbeknownst to Kendall, Janet's daughter, Amanda, is being raised by Erica's lawyer, Trevor Dillon. Janet pushes Kendall for information on him and his family. However, Kendall then learns her new friend is actually Janet "From Another Planet" Green, a woman who Kendall has heard infamous new reports of since her childhood in Florida and then notorious stories of at Wildwind (Janet committed crimes including homicide and imprisoning her sister in an abandoned mineshaft). She is angry but comes to accept Janet anyway. Anton proposes to Kendall in  '''April 1994.  She refuses, wanting to figure out her life first, but later accepts and they get engaged . ''' Del Henry, a writer in need of money for a kidney transplant, proposes the idea of a tell-all book about Erica to Kendall. Anton makes Kendall promise she will stop plotting against Erica. He threatens to call their engagement off if Kendall agrees to help Del write the book and she refuses the proposition. However, she secretly calls Del later that day and agrees to write the book with him. Kendall is released in late April 1994  and Dimitri is forced to offer Anton and Kendall the Hunting Lodge to appease his newfound son. He and the other Wildwind residents operate under the guise of making peace with Kendall to keep Anton, angry at Dimitri over his treatment of Kendall, open to a relationship with his father but plan to break the couple up. Kendall is immediately suspicious something is going on. In the Hunting Lodge, Kendall meets Julia Santos, currently residing at Wildwind, when she and Anton find her crying there. Kendall immediately dislikes her, igniting a rivalry over Julia's growing friendship with Anton.

Dimitri reluctantly hires Kendall as his personal assistant on the condition that she stop her schemes against Erica. Kendall, however, immediately thwarts Dimitri's efforts to restart Erica's struggling return to modeling and continues to secretly sabotage her mother's life, thwarting her reconciliation attempts with Dimitri again. Continuing her habit of eavesdropping, Kendall deliberately allows an upset Erica to discover Dimitri has let her live in the Hunting Lodge, Erica and Dimitri's honeymoon home. Erica starts to suspect again that Dimitri is romantically interested in Kendall and furiously accuses him of this being the reason he took her back in, suggesting he lead Kendall on from the beginning. Dimitri firmly denies this, forced to reveal to Erica a short while later that Anton is his son and he is keeping Kendall at Wildwind for him until he can break them up and then they can reunite. Erica accepts this, reconciling with him for the time being, and agrees to keep the secret just as Kendall starts suspecting there is a secret about Anton being kept from her. Discreetly, she begins helping Del write the tell-all book about Erica in an effort to damage Erica's reputation. Keeping the book hidden and hurt by her history with Erica, she makes up negative stories about her mother and twists their relationship for Del's book. In June 1994, Kendall meets Anton's sister, Corvina, and links her to the secret being kept from her by the other residents of Wildwind, becoming more determined to uncover it. Determined to learn what it is, Kendall eavesdrops on conversations and attempts to befriend Corvina. Pretending to get drunk herself, Kendall gets Corvina drunk so she'll accidentally leak the secret to her but she is unsuccessful. The other Wildwind residents inform Corvina of Kendall's previous activities, that they plan to separate her and Anton so Kendall will leave Wildwind, and a frustrated Kendall remains unaware that Anton is Dimitri's son.

Kendall realizes "Jane Cox" is actually her prison friend, Janet Green. Though initially concerned about a convicted murderer masquerading under a fake identity in Pine Valley and also hoping to get a reward when she turns in the tip, Kendall confronts Janet over her deception. However, when she is injured by a beam during a tornado, Kendall swears to Janet she will keep her secret for Amanda's sake. Kendall is touched by the complete love Janet has for her daughter and explains she doesn't want Amanda to turn out like herself, feeling unwanted and unloved, and will help Janet reunite with her daughter. Kendall's knowledge of Jane's actual identity and her friendship with the real Janet Green remains hidden until December 1994, when Janet's identity is revealed during her failed wedding to Trevor Dillon, despite Kendall's best efforts to cover for her. Their friendship continues as they remain each other's closest allies in mutually genuine support and scheming. Janet has Kendall promise she will look after Amanda should anything happen to her. Kendall prevents Janet from embarking on two massacres in an effort to take Amanda back in March 1995 and in May 1995. In May 1995, a horrified Kendall witnesses what she believes to be Janet's death when she is apparently stuck by lightning.

Kendall's grandmother, Mona, dies in '''August 1994. ''' Having experienced a short but loving relationship with her grandmother the year before, a devastated Kendall is deeply affected and attempts to pay her respects but she is angrily confronted by Erica, who mistakenly believes that Kendall is faking her grief and has merely come to crash the funeral. Despite Kendall's heartfelt confessions, Erica orders her to leave. She is pulled away by Janet after accidentally knocking over Mona's portrait. Janet is sympathetic to Kendall's struggles with her mother, enduring a difficult relationship with her own mother, and agrees to say good-bye to Mona on Kendall's behalf. She tells Mona's coffin that Kendall loved her. Later, when visiting Mona's grave, Kendall gets into another argument with Dimitri, which climaxes when Kendall demands to know why he still protects Erica after she stabbed him. Furious at Erica over Mona's funeral, Kendall angrily resumes work with Del on the tell-all book, saying she only wanted to be accepted and Mona loved her but Erica barred her from her own grandmother's funeral. However, they start to develop a friendship. Later that month, Kendall manages to intercede a thank-you note from Erica to Dimitri and forges a scathing letter in its place to prevent a reconciliation between them. At the end of August, Dimitri and Edmund discover Kendall and Del's book of lies about Erica. They follow Kendall and Del to New York and receive confirmation it is being published. Hoping this will convince Anton to break up with Kendall and she will leave Wildwind, they reveal the book in front of Anton when they read aloud Kendall's negatively falsified stories about Erica (Corvina: "It sounds like Cinderella's story"). Kendall is forced to confess she contributed the stories and she was helping Del write the expose. However, she successfully convinces Anton she will change and agrees to go to therapy. Kendall is furious to learn the tell-all book will not be published and Del accepted a $250,000 buy out from Dimitri to bury it. She is then devasted to learn from Dimitri that Wildwind's most recent acceptance of her was just a ruse and Dimitri confronts Kendall over her lies, including her false accusation of rape against him, the destruction of his marriage and her continued sabotage of Erica. Kendall rants against Erica again and says Dimitri is sick for wanting Erica back after what she did to him. When Dimitri reminds her, "She is your mother," Kendall cries that she tried to make Erica love her like she loves Bianca and would be happy if she did but Dimitri tells Kendall that she only "spit on (Erica's) love." Kendall denies this, saying Erica made her life miserable. When her tirade escalates, claiming she's glad Erica now knows what it's like to be without a mother, Dimitri goes for Kendall's throat before stopping himself from choking her to death. Later, Kendall apologizes for what she said about Mona, sincerely wishing Mona hadn't died, but Dimitri rejects the apology and wants her out of Anton's life. Kendall confronts Del about accepting the buy-out to drop their book, "Every last blood-soaked tear-stained page was ripped from my heart, not yours," and demands 50% but Del refuses, revealing he returned the money. While Kendall is at her one and only therapy session, Anton discovers Erica's burned note to Dimitri in the fireplace and understands that Kendall forged Erica's letter to Dimitri in its place. Irate, he realizes Kendall hasn't changed and throws her out of Wildwind in September 1994. Janet tries hiding Kendall in her room at Myrtle's boarding house but Myrtle kicks her out. Kendall returns to the Pine Cone Motel.

Kendall decides to briefly fake a pregnancy in an effort to win Anton back. Thinking Del owes her for the book, Kendall goes to him to get help with a scheme to get Anton back but he refuses. Despite this, she stands by and supports Del throughout his kidney transplant preparation and surgery through to December and defends him to Dixie's friends and family. She is touched to learn Del named a recording of her laugh as one of his most precious assets when his father reads his living will to her in December 1994. Erica is disappointed to learn about Kendall's continued revenge mission against her from Anton later that September. Near the end of that month, she and Kendall  have an emotional, hurtful, and heated confrontation over Kendall's forged note and tell-all book attempt when she stops Kendall nervously fleeing away from her in a boutique, telling her, "Not so fast, young lady, you and I have quite a few things to settle." After  Erica lambastes her trying to publish her lies in a book & burning/forging her note, she again implores Kendall to return to the Harts and offers her a ticket home, trying to make Kendall recognize how difficult it will be to get along in Pine Valley having burned her bridges due to her schemes, but a defensive  Kendall bitterly refuses to leave. Erica warns Kendall if she wants to chose to fight with her, she'll take no prisoners, and Kendall responds by crying that before this all happened, she wanted Erica to be her mother, guilting Erica for not loving her like she needed because of her rape. However, Erica says Kendall is twisting her words and can't recognize the truth so Kendall furiously rants against Erica some more during their argument, blaming Erica for everything wrong in her world, that she's a horrible mother and being the reason she's alone. Erica denies she did this to Kendall, saying Kendall is blaming others for her behavior, and that she is doing this to herself because  Kendall turns against people who are kind to her. She devastates Kendall when she calls her a sociopath for abandoning parents who'd do anything for her, turning against Dimitri when he championed her, and  can no longer use Anton as a fall-back despite him giving her many chances because she only has feelings for herself. She  warns Kendall against keeping this behavior up or else she'll turn out like her biological father: old, alone and unmourned. Anton arrives and physically restrains a hysterical Kendall when she goes after Erica. As Erica cries over what Kendall has become to her mother's grave, a tearful Kendall goes to Anton during his mission to rescue Julia and threatens she'll kill herself if they don't get back together. Anton calls her bluff, dials 9-11, Kendall gets frustrated, curses "Damn! 9-11 is fast!" and takes six pills to fake her suicide attempt instead. She successfully guilt-trips Anton and he starts blaming himself while Dr. Martin notifies Erica when Kendall is taken to the hospital. When Dimitri tells her about Kendall's "suicide attempt" at the hospital, Erica confirms Kendall is still alive but then becomes immediately suspicious she's pulling another ploy, figuring out that Kendall is scheming to manipulate Anton and knows she's not suicidal like Anton now believes. She tries to convince Anton to not give into Kendall's psycho drama either, that's she trying to make them feel guilty again and to let the doctors help her, but Anton blames Erica and himself. However, Dr. Martin verifies Erica's suspicions with Kendall's test results, showing her and Dimitri Kendall's low dosage and that she faked her suicide attempt. Meanwhile, Kendall wakes up, pleased the scheme seems to have worked but after Del, also fooled by her attempt, lectures her on what a gift life is, Kendall tells him to "give it up, Delbert." She reveals she faked her suicide attempt to induce Anton into getting back together with her, ''"Dead? Please. I only took four or five pills. I would have had a longer nap, that's all." '' Upset, Del berates Kendall for her stunt when a guilt-ridden Anton comes in and Kendall resumes her suicide risk act for him. Erica enters Kendall's room with her chart and exposes Kendall's lie to Anton, who is currently busy apologizing to Kendall, by giving him Kendall's six-pill test results. Furious, Anton leaves Kendall and  Erica, after also berating her for this latest scheme, warns an irate Kendall " to stay out of Mommy's way, " ruining Kendall's plan. Kendall angrily blames Erica all over again.

Afterward, Kendall works for a short time as Brooke English's assistant at Tempo Magazine from October to '''November 1994. ' Though she manages to escape Erica having her fired (who thinks Kendall is using the magazine job to destroy her reputation again after Kendall's failed book of "lies cover-to-cover"''), Erica lets Kendall be at Tempo, told this job will keep Kendall too busy for plots against her, but Kendall screws that up when she manages to print a scathing article she made up to sabotage Erica's renewed modeling career in the magazine. An aggravated Erica discovers it, realizes it was Kendall after Kendall tries to stop her from telling Brooke, but Erica notifies Brooke, and Brooke agrees to fire Kendall. In December 1994, when Janet's true identity is discovered at the wedding, Kendall is miserable to learn that Dimitri and Erica are back together. Sulking after seeing them at the hospital together while visiting Del after his surgery, Kendall  remembers the Wildwind secret about Anton that has eluded her since June and works with Janet to come up with a lie in its place. When Janet suggests Kendall lie to Anton that he is Dimitri and Corvina's son, a revelation neither of them knows to be true, Kendall claims this story is "way too gothic" to believe but she dubiously tries this story with Anton anyway. Anton immediately denounces the story as a lie. When he brings it to Dimitri, Dimitri confirms that he is his father and Corvina is his mother. Furious at the deception, Anton visits Kendall, who is stunned her lie was the truth. Kendall, who had just planned to return to her parents in Florida for Christmas, is convinced by Anton to elope with him as vengeance against their respective parents, now re-married. He drags her out of state, getting married at a court house, and they return to upset Erica, Dimitri, et. al when they announce their marriage to Wildwind on Christmas Eve. Erica and Dimitri decide against fighting the marriage as it will only unite Kendall and Anton closer together in anger against them and they step back, realizing Kendall and Anton are using each other to get back at them and hope Anton and Kendall will push each other away themselves.

1995
In January 1995, Anton, angry at Dimitri and Corvina, quits his medical training to become a car mechanic and Dimitri is incensed. The marriage between Anton and Kendall is problematic. He treats Kendall with indifference, including berating her for how she treats her little sister when Bianca comes over on her own to speak to Anton and the sisters end up in a bickering match and insulting Kendall when she confronts him over his feelings for Julia. Erica visits Anton and Kendall, trying to improve Anton's relationship with his father on Dimitri's behalf by explaining to him that Dimitri only recently found out from Corvina he had a son, but an angry Kendall snipes at Erica over her shoulder all the while, drawing comparisons between their own estranged mother-daughter situation with Anton's parental crisis with Dimitri, saying they were both hurt by being lied to their entire lives. Erica finally turns around and tells Kendall their situation was different, but an upset Kendall believes their situations are the same. Erica says Kendall still refuses to see the truth and that she and Mona did what was best for Kendall by giving her up to a loving family, telling Anton that Corvina did the very same for her son when she gave him up to be raised by her parents instead. Anton is conflicted but refuses to forgive Dimitri. He continues his cold treatment of Kendall, who insists she's the only one who can understand how he feels, and she tries to make their marriage work. Kendall continues to be threatened by Anton's developing closeness with Julia. She tries to get Julia to back off of Anton by blatantly attempting to play Noah Keefer, also interested in Julia, against Anton to convince Noah to "control Julia" better. However, Noah is on to Kendall's game and tells her to get lost. Corvina moves out of Wildwind after Dimitri disowns Anton over his marriage to Kendall, having failed to separate the couple despite his vow to ignore them when Anton rejects his attempts to reach out to him. Dealing with Anton's distance towards her, Kendall offers herself as a lifeline to Corvina, saying that if they join forces, she'll open Anton up to a reconciliation with Corvina. Kendall also wants Anton to return to medicine but tells Corvina that if Anton refuses, she guilt Dimitri into financially securing their future after previously failing to secure this same deal with Dimitri himself. Corvina is reluctant, remembering how Kendall has betrayed most everyone she knows, but agrees if Kendall can get Anton to forgive her. Corvina fails with Dimitri but, joining forces with Kendall, Kendall works to bring about a reconciliation between mother and son. Both Anton and Kendall are frustrated with their lives and Anton badgers Kendall to get a job to utilize a second income. Del notices the distance between Anton and Kendall. An uncomfortable Kendall cheerfully denies it but manages to appease Anton when Del helps her get hired as a waitress at McKay's Restaurant.

In February 1995, Corvina convinces a reluctant Kendall to sneak into Wildwind and steal a ceramic leopard, bought in Budapest by Erica. Kendall intially refuses, fearful of getting caught ("This would be my second offense which means no country club prisons this time. It'd be straight to maximum security for me!")   but she skeptically listens as Corvina says it contains fabled documents that would make Corvina's family heir to Wildwind. When Corvina praises Kendall's abilities and uses her issues with her mother, "You know what? It is a shame that Erica doesn't appreciate you. You're so smart, so intelligent, and once you've made up your mind to accomplish something, nothing and no one can stop you," Kendall relents and agrees to steal the leopard. While everyone is at Edmund's "funeral" after he is apparently killed for a few days in a car explosion for a few days, Kendall sneaks into Wildwind and retrieves the leopard. Anton attends the funeral despite refusing Dimitri's invitation for him to come but though he also turns down Erica's request for him to see Dimitri after his brother's death, he decides to go without telling Kendall after Erica lectures him on being with Kendall to get back at Dimitri, that he and Kendall are only together because "(they're) both mad at the world" and she is feeding his anger with her own to get revenge. An ambivalent Anton thinks this is another effort to break them up and argues that Kendall relies on him too much but Erica assures him that Kendall was doing fine on her own when they were apart and has him question if he and Kendall really love each other or if they are together out of bitterness, reminding Anton that Dimitri has stood by him in the past. Though Anton insists Kendall has changed to a dubious Erica, his doubts about Kendall grow.

Meanwhile, as Kendall is sneaking out of Wildwind, she is shocked when Edmund appears there alive but she manages to escape undetected. She brings the leopard to Corvina but they discover it empty. Kendall suggests they forge the documents instead. At the end of that month, Anton briefly returns to medicine to save Noah when Noah is targeted and shot during a drive-by shooting while he and Kendall bickered at the gas station where Anton works. Kendall is shell-shocked by the experience as Anton, after determining Kendall escaped the incident unscathed, treats her coldly while he comforts Julia. In  March 1995, Kendall comes up with a story claiming Corvina and Dimitri were switched at birth, making Corvina, Anton, and (via marriage) Kendall, the heirs to Wildwind and schemes with Corvina to create document supposedly written by the midwife who delivered Corvina and Dimitri. As Kendall's friendship with Del grows stronger, he continuously attempts to persuade her from her revenge plots and urges her that she can restart her life by legitimately using her talents and that her life with Anton has been miserable. Kendall denies this but admits she'd like to start over again and begins having second thoughts about the plot. However, Corvina convinces Kendall to go through with their plan, reminding her they need revenge on the Maricks. She notices the growing closeness between Del and Kendall. Though he berates Anton, who grows closer to Julia, for his neglectful treatment of Kendall, Del warns the Maricks that Kendall may be up to another scheme. Anton nearly breaks up with Kendall, gently telling her she can't be happy with the life they have together, but Kendall desperately circumvents this when she invites the Harts to come celebrate their marriage, forcing Anton to continue the facade of a happy relationship with Kendall.

In April 1995, as Kendall and Corvina plant the leopard containing the forgeries at Wildwind, Erica tells Anton about Del's warning that Kendall is working on a new plot but Anton denies this, again insists Kendall has changed and informs her she has made up Harts and of their visit. While Erica is happy to hear of the Harts' continued devotion to Kendall and hopes Kendall has really changed, she still believes Kendall is up to something. She cautions him about Kendall's lies but when she says she has always admired the Harts, lamenting Kendall's treatment of them, Anton reminds Erica that they lied to Kendall the same way he was lied to. Erica tells him Dimitri wants to reconcile with him and Anton's doubts about Kendall's seemingly changed character continue to grow as Kendall avoids getting caught sneaking out of Wildwind after planting the leopard. After she prevents Janet from going in a massacre to get Amanda back, Del tries again to dissuade Kendall from going through with the plot, assuring her that she has good in her and Erica doesn't hate her but knows it must hurt to be cut off. Kendall is upset he is working as a copywriter for Erica on her new projects and insists she needs to get back at Erica. Kendall and Corvina convince Anton to agree to a dinner at Wildwind under the guise of reconciliation. Dimitri and Erica set up the dinner with Kendall, Anton, and Corvina at Wildwind in hopes it will uncover Kendall and Corvina's plot and break Kendall and Anton up. Aware of the closeness between Del and Kendall, Erica solicits Del's help in getting Kendall to reveal her plan. Del agrees. Erica sets up a meeting between him and Kendall that night at Wildwind and leaves them alone on the terrace. Kendall refuses to admit to any plot but Erica catches them kissing. At dinner in front of Anton, she casually asks Kendall why she was kissing Del. Kendall freaks out, a furious Anton wants to leave, and on their way out, a fight over the leopard ensues between Corvina and Erica. It breaks and the forged documents are discovered. Kendall and Corvina act surprised as it's read aloud but Dimitri and Erica are certain they are part of the Kendall's new plot that Del had warned them about, questioning how Corvina can instantly accept her life is a lie. Erica gets Kendall to immediately protest when she threatens to burn the letter. Despite Kendall's best efforts to cover, she is confronted by Dimitri about this being her latest revenge plot Del warned them when he said Kendall was up to something and Kendall becomes increasingly agitated when she is lectured at by Erica and Dimitri that they know this is her scheme, with Edmund telling her "not to write down to her audience." When Erica realizes how she and Corvina planted the documents, Kendall steadfastly denies her involvement and insists she's changed. However, she angrily tells Dimitri that he wrecked Anton's life the same way Erica ruined her life as they were both lied to their entire lives, "Can't you for one lousy second consider how Anton- how I felt? How our lives were turned upside down? Those people you thought were your parents were really strangers?" Edmund summarizes Kendall's plot when he tells her this isn't about Anton but her identity crisis,'' "It's about you. It's always about you. Anton is just another axe to grind. Erica didn't ruin your life anymore than Dimitri ruined Anton's. You came here with a secret, you were one up on us, that Erica was your mother. When you finally let us in on the secret, we tried to do everything we could to make you feel part of the family, make you feel welcome, and all anybody got was a lot of grief. Now this stupid message in the leopard is just another installment of that." ''Kendall pleads with Anton that the Maricks are lying and are the ones trying to manipulate them but Anton leaves.

The next day, Erica tries to recruit Del again and needs his help with Kendall to prove the documents are forgeries and show Anton that Kendall is using him so he reconciles with Dimitri. Del declines. Unable to get confirmation from Del, she almost gets Corvina to confess when she berates Corvina for turning to Kendall and developing their scheme to punish Dimitri as payback. Corvina defends Kendall, accusing Erica of hating her daughter but Erica clarifies she hates what Kendall has become, that Kendall's wanting to hurt people. Corvina's defense of Kendall starts to waver when Erica parallels her choice to not raise Kendall herself with Corvina's choice to not to raise Anton; she explains they made those decisions "out of concern for the good of (their) children" and "not out of hate (and) not out of selfishness" as Kendall says. However, Corvina refuses to admit the truth to Erica so Erica then has them checked out by her lawyer, Jackson, so Dimitri can keep Wildwind and shares her suspicions about their authenticity and Kendall's plan. Corvina finally confesses the scheme and her part in it after Anton prompts her for the truth. He has Corvina admit the entire scheme to Dimitri and Erica. The plan is completely disproven when the midwife who delivered Dimitri and Corvina is flown in from Hungary and denies the baby switch.

Around town, Kendall desperately attempts to sell the story of the baby-switch to several magazines but it is rejected. Instead, she is given several warnings to drop the plot by Noah and his sister, Belinda. An unhappy Kendall ignores them and is caught trying to pass the story to a new reporter at Tempo by Brooke. Brooke calls the story a blatant lie and after lecturing Kendall about her past lies, including the false accusation against Dimitri making it harder for actual rape victims to be believed, Kendall insists the story is true and she'll be sorry for refusing to print it. Brooke calls Kendall pathological and when Kendall says she'll take the story elsewhere if she's not interested, Brooke tells her, ''"I'm fascinated. I used to think you lied to be creative. Now I realize you lie because you can't help yourself." ''Brooke continues lecturing Kendall to stop wasting herself on revenge and to figure out what she is doing with her life because she won't be a kid forever and tells Kendall she knows this story is to get back at Erica. Kendall insists Erica hurt her and tells Brooke, “I was supposed to be somebody special,” but Erica “cheated (her)” by giving her away, taking everything away from her, “I had a rich and famous mother who pawned me off because I was inconvient.” Brooke reminds Kendall that Erica wasn’t able to take care of her when she was born so she gave her to parents who could, giving her a better life than many; she tells Kendall she was raised with love and had parents “that (she was) the sun and the stars to, that (she was) the most precious gift in the world.” Brooke explains to Kendall she doesn’t know what pain is until somebody she loves dies. When Kendall tries to dismiss Brooke, Brooke cites Kendall's lack of goals/friends and advises her to turn her life around. Kendall says she has a husband unlike Brooke, but Brooke warns her that Anton only tolerates her and she won't have him for long due to her actions because Kendall is her “own worst enemy.” Kendall listens as Brooke tells her she is not stupid or boring but warns her against keeping up her destructive behavior, urging her change her life for the better. However, a miserable Kendall ignores Brooke's words as well  and determinedly continues her plot. Del interrupts her pitch to a tabloid magazine, tells the reporter Kendall's story is a lie, and proceeds to try and save Kendall from herself again but Kendall refuses. Anton reconciles with his father and, furious with Kendall, wants to make her pay. Dimitri and Erica talk him down from this, relieved Kendall's plot failed, but when Del calls Dimitri after failing to convince Kendall off her scheme and explains Kendall is trying to sell out the story to magazines, Dimitri suggests they "teach Kendall a lesson she won't forget."  A now absolved Corvina, Anton, the Maricks and Erica, with Jackson's help, trick an initially delighted Kendall, who believes this is the second time her lies were the truth, into signing annulment papers under the guise of signing documents that would make Anton and herself owners of Wildwind. A distraught Kendall is told about the trick and she rips up the papers, but when she is presented with copies of the signed version, she threatens to sue for entrapment. Kendall's threats are dismissed by the entire room and realizing she has no recourse, runs from the house in tears when an unhappy Anton leaves her due to her continual scheming.

Kendall is devastated and initially wants payback against the Erica, Anton, and the Maricks, crying she just wants to be accepted. Del talks her down and comforts a sobbing Kendall all night, falling asleep in a chair. When The Intruder, a tabloid magazine, calls Kendall for dirt on Dimitri and Erica in exchange for $3000, she is tempted but ultimately declines the offer. She then decides to grant Anton the annulment without contest. However, Kendall irritably refuses to give up Janet when investigators come looking for her after Janet embarks on a mission to get Amanda. After snarking at them for a bit, Del reminds Kendall that Janet may lose it again and kill people so Kendall reluctantly reveals that Janet followed Trevor to Canada. She and Del fall in love in  May 1995. He helps Kendall to rebuild her life and let go of her anger against Erica and the Harts. She attempts to move on in Pine Valley but now finds herself with few friends. Kendall is upset to learn about Erica's accident when she falls from a catwalk and rushes to the hospital to discreetly make sure her mother is alright. She freaks out when Erica isn't in her room and starts to cry, believing this means she died, but is relieved to learn from Noah that Erica is fine and has just gone for a MRI after he finds her in tears in Erica's room. He tries to call her out on her tears and Kendall defensively  explains she just wanted to make sure for herself Erica was fine because Erica  "is still (her) mother and, whether (they) like it or not, (they) are connected."   They snark at each other (Kendall: "You, an orderly? You, up to your dreads in bed pans, how very perfect." Noah: "Shedding tears over your mama ain't dulled your fork tongue.")    but Noah realizes Kendall actually cares about Erica. He asks her why she tried to make her mother's life miserable but Kendall can't answer, asking that he not tell Erica about how upset she was or tell anyone she was there. She surprises Noah when, after starting to engage in an argument with Julia, lets Julia rail on her a bit before quietly leaving the hospital with Del.

Later that month, Kendall is distraught to witness the supposed death of Janet after preventing Janet from going on a shooting rampage at Trevor's wedding to his new fiance, Laurel, and finds herself one of the few to mourn her apparent death. Few in Pine Valley, including an initially doubtful Del, are willing to believe her until Kendall passes a lie detector test. In  June 1995,  Kendall continues to work with Del to figure out her future but when he asks her to marry him, she turns him down because she needs to figure out her life first. They continue their relationship as is. She is forced to wait upon Dimitri and Bianca at McKay's. While Bianca is rude to her, Kendall restrains herself, apologizes to Bianca, and remains cordial. Dimitri is amenable to her efforts and responds to Kendall's concerns about Erica's accident, updating her on her mother's condition. Kendall reconnects with her mother, Alice, after she is devastated to learn that her adoptive father died suddenly from heart complications. She attends the funeral with Del and as she looks around her childhood home full of her photos, wonders why she never felt lucky. Alice refuses to leave her home in Florida when Kendall asks her to live with her in Pine Valley. They return home where Kendall and Del decide to move to Florida to take care of Alice. Kendall writes Erica a letter, who receives it with instant skepticism but finds herself unable to dismiss Kendall's letter and reads it. As Erica reads the letter, she flashes back to moments, both good and bad, in her history with Kendall. Kendall apologizes in the letter for her activities and explains she wanted Erica's love and any attention she could get from her, which was why she did "so many despicable things."  She tells Erica that she was "blessed from the day (she) was born," admits she didn't appreciate how much the Harts loved her and that it took "two years of hell and a sudden death to wake (her) up." Kendall accepts she was given up for adoption in an  "act of love, not cruelty," and thanks Erica for giving her life and the life she had with the Harts. Kendall wonders if Erica heard the same voice when she was Kendall's age driving her own determination in life and finishes by saying, "Even though we're not together, whatever I am, whatever I will be, I owe to you. Be happy, Erica. I am, finally. Love, Kendall." Erica is affected by Kendall's letter but remains conflicted. While she admits to Dimitri that, despite Kendall's latest scheme, Kendall "almost got to (her)" again with the letter, she's suspicious it's another ploy and suspects Kendall wants to make her feel guilty some more. Dimitri counsels her that he believes Kendall is sincere this time. She decides to see her daughter before she leaves when Myrtle reminds her of Mona and Mona's wish for them to be reconciled.

Kendall leaves on good terms with several Pine Valley residents, accepted as Del's girlfriend by his sister and brother-in-law, Dixie Coonie and Tad Martin. She shares a good-bye with Myrtle and Anton. Myrtle tells Kendall that Mona loved her and Kendall says she loved her too. Though Kendall and Anton agree their relationship was damaging, they thank each other for being there when they needed it and wish each other well. As Del packs up their stuff, Erica manages to catch Kendall before she leaves, telling her to wait. Learning Erica read her letter, Kendall said she needed to apologize and nervously asks if she's is angry. Erica considers this and tells her she has many feelings about Kendall and, while anger is also one of them, she wants to talk. Looking around at the barely adequate state of Kendall's motel room, Erica is unhappy to realize this was Kendall's home for months but Kendall, though trying to brush it off, says she deserved it for what she did and concedes it wasn't easy. When Erica has Kendall confirm that she wrote her letter herself, Kendall saying Del never saw it, Kendall is disappointed when Erica admits her initial skepticism of her letter and that she tore it in half before reading it but assures her, "Just in half, Kendall, not into tiny little pieces that could never be put together again because something in my heart just told me I should read it," and believes Kendall was being sincere despite her "layers of anger and hostility." She and  Kendall make peace and Kendall apologizes again. They talk about her letter, appreciating Alice, etc. and when Kendall says she's not asking for Erica to forget what she did but hopes that she can forgive her someday for the harm she has caused,  Erica tells her that "of course (she) can accept (Kendall's) apology and of course, (she) can forgive (her)". Kendall is grateful and explains that she knows Erica gave her so many chances but she could only think of her pain and didn't consider why Erica did what she did or how it made her feel, "I did you such an injustice."     Erica tells Kendall she is sorry about her father, Bill, and when Kendall explains her regrets over not being with her father when he died, Erica explains they share that similarity because she felt the same way Kendall does when her mother died. After telling Kendall, who is sorry for disappointing Mona (Erica: "Oh, I disappointed her all the time. She always had to forgive me"), that Mona would want Kendall to be happy, Erica remembers Mona, herself, Kendall, and Bianca together on the morning of her wedding to Dimitri and gives Kendall a ring that once belonged to her mother, explaining she wants her to have it and so would Mona, telling her a story associated with the ring. Kendall says she'll think of them both whenever she wears it and when they agree to say good-bye, Erica wants Kendall to take care of herself and  "listen to that voice inside (her) that says 'be good.'" Kendall swears she will. Before she leaves, Erica hugs Kendall and tells her she wants her to be happy. Kendall promises, swearing she'll never take Alice for granted again and is grateful for what Erica did for her. Erica reveals to Dimitri that she "feels relieved, but (she) also feels very sad" by Kendall's departure. Amazed, Kendall tells Del,  "My mother forgives me," and says he made what she shared with her mother possible. She reflects, "I learned a lot in this town. I lost a lot too but what I found more than makes up for it." She bids a tearful, "Good-bye Pine Valley," before returning to Florida with Del.

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In 2002, Kendall's character was finally recast with actress Alicia Minishew and the character's birth date was revised back to September 25, 1976. Erica goes on trial for the murder of Frankie Stone, Bianca’s girlfriend. Needing someone to help incriminate her, Erica calls in Kendall, half-hoping Kendall will not implicate her on the stand and that she has changed after all. On January 7, 2002, a newly embittered Kendall, who has since amicably split from Del, returns to Pine Valley to aid the prosecution in charging Erica with murder. While she continued to go back and forth with her difficult mother, Kendall and Erica were reconciled for good approximately 1.5 to 2 years after her return and developed a deeply loving mother-daughter relationship. Largely, the character had reformed and reconciled with her family, including the formation of a very close relationship with her half-sister, Bianca. Kendall was eventually written as a heroine, though her devious characteristics were kept still intact.

Gellar guested in the 2011 series finale opposite a longtime friend from her initial tenure on All My Children, Eva LaRue. She played a delusional mental patient who saw vampires and believed herself to be the daughter of Erica; nods to both of her most famous TV roles, Kendall Hart and Buffy Summers.

Trivia

 * Because of her work as the self-absorbed Kendall Hart and light complexion with dark hair, Joss Whedon initially considered Gellar for the role of Cordelia Chase when she auditioned for Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
 * In a 1999 interview with the The Chicago Tribune, Roger Kumble, writer and director of the 1999 film, Cruel Intentions, revealed he wanted Gellar in the lead role of Kathryn Merteuil based on her work as Kendall Hart.
 * Rudolph Martin, the actor who played Kendall's once-gullible husband, Anton Lang, later starred as Dracula in both a TV-miniseries and in the 2000 fifth season opener of Buffy The Vampire Slayer.
 * Gellar briefly worked with Lauren E. Roman, who played teenaged runaway Laura Kirk, on All My Children. They would work together again in the 1999 Buffy the Vampire Slayer episode, "Earshot", in which Roman played Buffy's neurotically overachieving high school classmate, Nancy Doyle.
 * Michelle Trachtenberg portrayed Dawn on Buffy the Vampire Slayer and also played Lily Benton Montgomery on All My Children from 1993 to 1996. Though her tenure overlapped with Gellar's time on All My Children, the two characters didn't interact.
 * In 2012, Alicia Minshew (Kendall Hart, 2002-present) interviewed that she received a basket of flowers, cakes and cookies from Gellar with "a note saying that Kendall was a great role and for me to have fun playing her". The two met on All My Children's set a year after Minshew's time in the role while Gellar was visiting friends . Minshew describes, "We just gave each other a big hug and she said I was doing a great job."
 * In an 2010 interview with Michael Fairman, Minshew reveals she has "always loved the relationship between Kendall and Erica, even before I played her. I liked the dynamics between Sarah Michelle Gellar (ex-Kendall) and Susan."
 * Gellar stated in multiple interviews that she grew up watching All My Children and continued to watch the show after she left the role of Kendall Hart, explaining, "I still watch the soap every day!" in 2002.