Thread:JoxFox2109/@comment-4708882-20190306105752/@comment-29414935-20190606080121

I have written a very long text yesterday but I couldn't send it to you. Now it's deleted and I'm very angry about it, because I put many effort in it and know I didn't exactly know what I wrote in it about. So I try again.

So I said something like, I also find it very disturbing and disgusting because it's more mental torture and it is "inside" your body and not like torture more on the "outside". I mean there are tortures that are worse or at the same level as rape, like ripping out teeth or nails, peeling of the skin off the flesh etc. And that is even portrayed mostly onscreen, even if limited. And I also really like villains that are against and disgusted by rape, that's why my military wolf guy said something about he dislikes "sexual abuse". That puts him in a better light and gives him some sympathy. Like Negan from The Walking Dead. I also have drawn a picture two days ago, where a female husky and a "snakeguy" are kidnapped and tortured by a assassin. But they are not tortured for fun by him, they are tortured because he wants information from them. Also it's the husky lady who is later killed by him (I sometime, in one topic talked with you about that and I wrote it here again in detail, yesterday, but I didn't have the nerves to write that much again). She is one of my few characters I'm really sad about that she dies but I think it's very fitting and necessary for the story, so I like the idea. This story and the one with the wolf lady, I'm the most proud of from my stories. Ironically, the two are similar in terms of personality and character. And first I wanted to also put rape or attempted rape in this story, also because the wolf military guy makes arguments against "sexual abuse", but then I thought that would be too dark and not really fitting. Like, I first planned to make the first villain I ever asked you about if Pure Evil or not, a attempted rapist, because he wants to rape the girlfriend of the protagonist and another girl. But I thought it would be too much and would be too dark and unnecessary. Even if you said it would push him way more and make him more evil. But I think he is heinous enough in his unique methods in serial killing, gruesome torture (which he makes for fun and his own enjoyment), slavery etc. Also there are two villains who torture for fun (including him) and two that make it for information (like the one above).

So, I hope I got the most of the long text I wrote yesterday, and it still really makes me angry. Because I put much effort in time in it and just because of a stupid error, I couldn't send it to you. So hopefully it works now and I got every important thing I wrote yesterday, but I can't remember everything.