Thread:Jester of chaos/@comment-29414935-20190706142344/@comment-29414935-20190829123407

I'm really in a very aggressive and depressed state right know. I discussed yesterday the hotness of the wolf lady from the picture with my best friend. Then he got more and more rude and that made me really angry. He just said nothing really good about this picture but also not really bad. But it annoys me because I'm proud of it because I worked on it a whole night and that while I was very tired. So they should give some respect but they don't. He just talks shit and he always said that some humanoid animals are hot to him. But yesterday, especially with my wolf lady and it was important for me, he said something like she isn't hot. Like I said he gave a 4 from 10. That is very low and says it. He said he doesn't care about my drawings, which he apologized later, but still. And he is that kind of guy who are many people, especially in the anime fandom. People who just are attracted to drawn and unreal "cartoon humans" but are not attracted to humanoid animals, even if they have a human body. I even told him if it's so much of a problem for him, he should imagine her as a human. But he didn't answer and ignored it. So I got in a really brutal and heartbreaking dispute with him, and I never seen him like that. So we blocked us and stoped talking. But now I'm feeling really "destroyed". I can't really sleep anymore, I can't think of something else and thanks to him, I can't enjoy my favourite picture of all time anymore. So great. That's what it feels like to lose a best friend or you thought would be a best friend. He lied to me so many times and now I can't just handle it anymore. He just annoys me so much to the point I nearly punched him yesterday, when he was coming to get his glasses we forget at my home. I had an really extreme anger tantrum because of that.