Thread:Jester of chaos/@comment-32141455-20170726083753/@comment-32141455-20170801023921

My life is not so good. While it seems not as bad as yours, as no one in my family do bad things, and I do not have any physical torment, but mentally torment through seeing people who hate the ship, to someone who is weak like me, is enough. Ever since I get into the ship, I avoid everything like meetings, party, friends. It is not that they does not want to be my friends, it is that we does not visit for a long time. My mental health goes bad because of that. I refuse everything that my family give me to make it good, even though they only try to do good things for me. They still does not know anything, as they do not know the show, but they know my mental health is bad at this time. The only thing they could do to me is giving me meals. They make me foods to make my mentality good. That is why I said things like go Annie Wilkes or bad things about my family, my mental health is getting bad. I can not said to my family that all I did just because of a ship. I do not know why I get into it that much, but I just can not go away from it. It sound laughably to many people, but it sound important to me.