Thread:Jester of chaos/@comment-29414935-20190706142344/@comment-29414935-20190811220921

I had an mental breakdown a few minutes ago. I was crying really much and intense. It was a long time ago I was crying like that and I never were depressed like now before. Everything in my life sucks at the moment. I'm not the positive and happy boy I was a few years ago and have so much negative stuff in my head. I'm never that happy anymore, when something happens that makes me feel really great, at the next moment it is gone because I have permanently negative thoughts in my head. And that puts me down. Now I realise, that I need psychological help.