User:Ella Ella Ella

I've never been a mean person to someone who hasn't themselves been mean, but I always did try to be nice. If you seriously cannot take it, don't come crying about how mean I am when I've mostly been kind to other people and someone else is the one either instigating a fight and the one saying all sorts of shit. Then again, people aren't always what they look like and people do change. I never wanted anything but to actually have real friends, spend time with them and exist. To help people, but all I was asking was for was for was no destructive or horrible tactics and other people could technically change to help instead of be stuck in a perpetual cycle of villainy. I'm not abusive or horrible, neither am I uncaring towards others but certain people tend to blame me because they don't see what's happening in the background like I do and I have to be stuck getting blamed for things because people don't get me much. :/

I have always thought Masters was a nice person that cared about his friends, was misunderstood and was someone I admired a lot, but it just so happened that I stumbled across a Doctor, which put me smack dab in the middle of a conflict I felt uncomfortable with that's now pretty much over. If all someone wanted was to do good and change for the better and feel like they belonged somewhere, there's a likely chance that I'll probably help them do it if it doesn't harm other innocent people or people I happen to care about. I have a sense of justice like anyone else, but I'm heavy on the reformation part because everyone makes mistakes, including myself.

Well, I do admit that I had only wanted revenge for my dad, CARL, but I wouldn't do it at the cost of other people or sacrificing a whole guild. The past has already passed so there's not much point in dwelling in it. Gus doesn't seem to mind and has even moved on to better things than the past... I tend to easily forgive people. Yeah you know what, don't put labels on me that you know isn't true, like being a psychotic woman that apparently leaves people to die and is totally uncaring about others when in reality I had never left anyone to die and I did care for a select few people... I just wasn't willing to harm innocent people and always tried to think of others. I considered people as my friends so why would I enslave them, it wasn't about being rich but helping other people... lol. I spent most of my time aiming for reformation and trying to give other people chances even when people didn't show me the same damn courtesy, even when I was showing empathy, so for you to tell me I'm this kind of person is pretty much bullshit, even when other people are honestly being assholes first. Don't blame me for your asshole... You wouldn't understand at all. You can dislike me all you want, but that doesn't mean you know what sort of person I am. I had people that I cared about that were on different sides, but despite some bad memories in a place, I had good memories and I still ordered to defend it from destruction someone else mentioned, and to defend other people... and I took a chance believing in someone else.

I could've said I hated every guy in the world and blamed every one of my problems on males, but did I ever do that? Did I blame all of my problems on every male on the planet and lump every guy in one basket and then proceed to do horrible things to every male I came across? Take some damn responsibility... I got a clean conscience in that I never 'killed' other people, but that's probably why I died repeatedly.

Bear, even though things had turned out the way it did, I will still care about you no matter what and it wouldn't be too late. In the end, people can always change and they can start over and forget the past. The past doesn't matter anymore when people change. I'll help you get out of Suicide's garbage truck to escape an unpleasant fate if that's what you wanted, because I know Suicide's ultimately wrong... I had wanted to hold on to someone I couldn't remember, but I probably couldn't aid them if it meant doing something I felt would've been unacceptable... and I had wanted to see Suicide change for the better, but I know he probably wouldn't give a damn about me much when it came down to it... and I feel such a large amount of guilt for saying this, because I probably knew you. That you were kind of... The worst person I've ever kind of met with a few instances of having morals that you tend to twist to your advantage.

The likelihood of me attempting to kill someone for power is next to improbable and it probably wouldn't be Wilder or his friends. Wilder is a nice guy and all... I'd just want other people to be happy even if it wasn't with me. There's somebody else that I like.

Eh, I don't think I even have a rivalry with someone, I'm like the person put into roles sometimes that I don't actually do just because it's a convenient way to explain what happens. I like rules and helping others as much as anyone and want to do good, but there's a limit to the rules that don't account for complexity of situations. It's not that I'm uncaring... I've never been that selfish. I do care, I just have trouble expressing it and people aren't always what they look like.

Don't blame hunger for power on me. If I wanted to, I could have by now if I didn't have a conscience and didn't think about other people. Really, the only thing I would do with that power is be boring and help other people. I'm called a traitor by somebody because I'm loyal to a select few people and it's only to a point. Don't expect me to be blindly loyal when I can't agree. I'll help somebody if I think they're innocent, happen to be under my charge or I think they don't deserve to fall. I forgave someone already... I'm kind of annoyed at being portrayed as a sociopath when I'm not.

Mike, I like women in general. If someone leaves me for someone else, that's not really a reason I'd seek revenge for. That's a dumb reason to seek revenge for and I wouldn't in any way harm the lady... Don't even blame that on me man.

I'd be willing to be friends with just about anyone and I wouldn't abandon someone to a point. It's hard not to be tied to someone when they're one of the only ones that had been with you for a really long time. I'll help you move forward, because the past is far behind, while I'm moving forward.

I'd care about being dead and decapitated, but I no longer care... I'll have no qualms killing somebody who stands on a pile of bodies and tries to kill me. If I had a dime for every time I got falsely accused of not caring about whether other people die... If I'm going to die it might as well be for the right people. I wouldn't resort to killing anyone unless it was either in self defense or absolutely necessary, even then I try to go another route because I'm uncomfortable doing it. I'm not a sadist at all, but what do you expect when someone else is threatening you and they are in fact the sadist. Don't attempt to put the blame on me, because it wasn't me that ordered the executions, I was loyal to the point of covering for other people. Oh, I'm not the one being arrogant or conceited. I'm totally fine being a lackey, the only time I say anything is to stop something that I'll probably regret if I don't say anything. I am letting Darkseid go, meaning that I won't help them... That should tell you enough. I didn't kill anyone, but if I had to pick one person to leave to die, it'd be someone who I know doesn't really have any regard for anybody else but themselves. Out of gratitude, I held onto someone, but it's hard for me because I probably couldn't do it at the expense of someone else... and I'm not the one responsible for killing innocent people. Well I'm not pretending to be kind and I was genuinely kind before, but my experiences have led me to realize that I'm either going to get stepped on by someone who is a lot more ruthless or someone else is going to get stepped on by someone else, even if I do try to give other people a chance. There are probably few people that want to remain villains forever and everyone has different motivations. I do recognize that a few of the people that were nice to me during a few instances were people others considered 'demons. If you want to live, then who am I to say that you can't, but I wouldn't sacrifice someone else to keep somebody who has no real care for other people alive. I'm simply saying that I'm not going to help you stay alive. There was one reason I was pursuing someone else before, it was to make him change his tactics and forfeit, but how am I supposed to react when he's really one of the people that I couldn't remember. I fail a lot of the time. If someone else 'fails' that's okay as long as you learn and you'll eventually change to learn from the mistakes. I'll probably be convinced to try and keep someone else alive only if they can convince me that they've truly changed for the better. I don't even want to 'win' if it's done at the cost of other people who are innocent, somebody important to me or if it's done with tactics that I consider unacceptable, but I'll consider it a good thing if I can get other people to change. It's also long been a lie spread by other people that I'm a cruel person. I wouldn't aid someone in destroying a world, just sayin. I do have an attachment to my comrades and I wouldn't discard them to a point, but I had friends on different sides. There's a point where if you have to use tactics that are considered pretty bad then I'll consider helping someone else that I feel is innocent. I stayed loyal to some people for so long even after they stopped talking to me, but it was because of that loyalty I had to make compromises that I really had a hard time making and I ended up meeting other people on a different side. Fuck you man, fuck you, just because you call me a whore doesn't make you any better of a person. I didn't bomb my former city either. Does anyone ever think that criminals are people too, and that beating them up all the time won't necessarily help people change, even Batman should understand that. XD

I'll feel like punching someone for talking major trash sometimes... but considering that I'm a pacifist... I'll just let it go. I spent a year hating and resenting someone for it before realizing who it was. I didn't kill anyone so please don't give me that bullshit that I'm somehow responsible for someone elses' death.

There's a big difference between me and someone else. I never urged someone to 'kill' all the 'criminals', but I never wrote to 'kill' the FBI agents either, which technically would have included other people that I knew. It's almost always on defensive. I kept giving other people a chance, which even included somebody who labeled themselves Batman. Apparently I deserve to die just because I associate with someone else. Heaven or hell, ownership, it didn't matter to me before, as long as somebody cared, it wasn't that bad and it was something I was willing to accept, but framing someone else for something they didn't do was something unacceptable to me... and I wouldn't bomb my former city. Masters just seemed like a nice person before everything went to hell and I knew I was going to get flak for it.

So what, my name is Kim, it don't mean anything about what kind of person I am. There are things I had to do to keep other people alive and I never killed anyone. Don't even try to blame shit on me for minuscule details. :/

I like people who fight for the weak and innocent without killing other people, but there's people that are so far gone off, it is very hard to be empathetic. My main goal was to prevent destruction, figuring out what was happening, helping other people and preventing other people from getting framed for something they didn't do. I reformed whatever I could whenever it was possible. My past friends consisted mostly of former 'criminals' whom turned out for the better through their own efforts. Good change doesn't come from keeping the status quo. I admire the revolution that starts with the self and then ends with the least amount of bloodshed. If I were in a revolution, I would be the reformer, healer and the bodyguard. Well I've never been a xenophobe or a psychopath, but I do recognize trolling when I see it... Fuck game of thrones. It doesn't matter who has power as long as it's good. It's all about creating meaningful and lasting change for other people if you take up a good cause. At the end, if you've got a good group of friends what does it matter if other people decide to go elsewhere as long as they're happy... and I really did care about you Erik, Carl too, despite not knowing who you were at one point, but what would it mean if I was okay with things that I found that I disagreed with. I had absolutely no care if I died before since the only reason I lived was for other people so the only reason I even live is to help other people live. Who said we had to kill each to satisfy murderous urges in the first place. :P

'''... Masters honestly didn't even look like a Dark Lord to me. xD'''

Hm, someone may be calling me ugly, but they're probably uglier inside than I am. Don't make me slap a trash talking bitch. I dislike piracy in general, but keeping someone in power that abuses their authority isn't really something that's a great idea. One of the only reasons I'm considered one is because I'm associated with people that consider themselves pirates, but not all pirates are bad people. There are certain actions you can undertake to achieve a desirable goal and protect what's important to you, but there's lines I'm really not willing to cross and I'm always willing to give someone else a reasonable chance. How does it feel to hang someone whose innocent. Destruction is not one of the things I'd resort to tho. :E

What choice did I have? A lot of people seem to hate Max and I had no idea who he was... I never framed anyone for anything they didn't do. I did order to prevent destruction, chaos and death, and I never wanted power. I realized that someone had a wanton disregard for lives that I'd probably disagree with, but I was thinking that maybe they had changed or maybe they weren't what they looked like. Then I thought over the years, that yes, some of what they say is really what they believe... The one person that had been around me turned out to be the one person I distrusted the most which was Aizen lol. There's one person I'd leave to die, and it's only because of the lack of care they seem to display for other people, but I don't want to do it only because I dislike killing people and because I know them. A lot of people have sacrificed themselves to try and kill someone whose name is Suicide. At one point he was actually nice to me a few times. Other times I felt like throttling him. He was ironically the person I was trying to catch before, and someone that I cared about. I don't know anymore man, having Ganondorf-Beast stuck with me is somewhat eye-opening, like those times he actually told me he was using me to resurrect himself and those other times, well I do not know anymore, but the one person that I would leave to die is honestly Suicide if I had to choose. I know I'm a pain in the ass, but if it makes me a pain in the ass to an asshole, that's honestly fine with me, but what gets me is that I knew you, and I didn't want to even leave anyone to die and the only way I could even save you is if you stopped trying to kill people I considered friends, changed your tactics and destroying things. :<(

Yeah, well thanks for leaving me to die despite me being innocent of what people were accusing me of, sticking my neck out for other people, even when it was hard. I never cared if I lost my powers, for me, I just wanted a home to belong and return to, but I got stuck with the blame anyway because I'm sure you needed a scapegoat to blame it on when things went south. I honestly would replace someone who abuses their powers with someone that's good enough to have it, but if I had any choice in the matter at all I wouldn't sacrifice anyone, in that case I'd probably rather die than kill someone who's innocent. There are lengths I'll go to, in order to protect the place I used to call home and the people that depended on me, because it was my former home, but that's about it because I have no interest in having power unless it is necessary and I won't destroy someone elses' home since I'd rather reform and fix shit. It isn't about having a slave force around, but it is nice having a home for yourself and others. The bonds you make, will stay, regardless of whether or not the place vanishes. It's nice to have a home to still come back to however, but real life is always important. I do like the Mercenary League and some of the people in it though, because they were mostly nice to me, meaning that I wouldn't even attempt to sink their ship, but rather I'd merely protect people important to me and my former home, because there are people I still cared about there.

I cared about Max, but I had cared about other people too. Apparently because I associate with one person I'm supposed to be somebody who is unkind and cruel which isn't true just because somebody says it is. I followed someone because they were one of the only people I had when I had no one else out of gratitude, but I won't follow someone into something I disagree with. If someone can change for the better what does yesterday matter though. Well, I'm not delusional and excuse me if I don't exactly respond nicely to someone who makes the first jerkass move... but I would even give Makairo a chance. I'd honestly even give Makairo a chance to belong somewhere.

If you actually knew me well, then you probably wouldn't be saying that I'm abusive, I'm sorry that I fight back when I'm being abused. I don't consider Suicide to be somebody that I'd pick to live over other people that I consider friends though and it is only because of both the abuse I went through at other times and because I know there's other people that sacrificed themselves just to kill him, but he was after all somebody I knew and we had actually been friends before... There were not many people that gave much of a damn about me. It was a Doctor that said they cared about me, but I know following someone into something I don't necessarily agree with is not always the right thing to do, so I won't. Suicide isn't just some kid with a wild imagination like Sid Philips, or maybe he's just John Sidney McCain... I've heard him in my head a lot saying stuff, but he has some sense of morals that although I can respect, just ones that he'll use to justify sacking a place and try to kill certain people. I hear him screaming traitor, worms and getting angry every time I even hint at anything to anybody else... I was just so tired of it. I'm not the one that committed genocide so don't call me delusional. If I was technically in command of the female furies, I'd now be seeing if there's anyone that wants to leave his service to save them from having to die under somebody that doesn't value their lives and from dishonor. I even used to die for Zero multiple times. It's how much I cared about him, but I realize that I can't anymore and I'll probably disagree with him over tactics, because it would technically mean turning my back on the other friends I have, that were in a rebellion against Zero in the past. Do you even know how many years I held on before I couldn't anymore? I would not cheat on other people, but blind loyalty to a god of destruction is not the greatest idea. Can you even blame me for not trusting Suicide that much, but I kept trying to trust somebody that was beside me... I would not help someone else in destroying the Jedi... The only thing I'd help in is defense and replacing people who abuse their power as peacefully and non-violent as possible. People who think black and white don't understand the motives behind 'crime', you could call stealing an apple for food out of hunger a crime and then punish somebody by beheading them for it; disproportionate retribution, and that's why I like reform.

There's one person, that I'd follow to the greatest extent possible and by extension that means certain other people, but even that has its limits. That technically puts me on the side of rebels. I don't blame Wielder for my fate. I like Wielder as a person. The Mercenary League gave me another place besides my former home. God is a myth. People forge their own fate through their own actions. Only people with a god complex think and label themselves as god. I did not frame anyone nor bomb other people for something they didn't do, but I'm probably going to get blamed for it by some entity, because they think I'm power hungry when I'm only trying to keep other people alive... and I'm sorry, but Suicide is probably one of the only people that I'd kill because I know he doesn't really care about other people much and honestly, he would probably try and kill me without much hesitation if the tables were turned, even if I had hesitation in doing it to him and I didn't really want to do it.

I know I'm supposed to owe somebody, and I was grateful, but the only reason I'm doing it now is basically because if I don't, someone else that I know is probably going to die instead. I don't think I owe Suicide that much considering how much I have had to put up with his anger issues and abusive behavior for years. For years. Even when things were hard and people were blaming me. Absolute loyalty to somebody that I don't agree with means having to do something I'll probably disagree with. He has seemed to have changed at least on the surface and I would acknowledge change rather than turn my back on it. I resent being blamed for something that I never did, but I never sacrificed other people... I would even save somebody who hates me if they were innocent or if they can prove to me that they've changed. I don't even want to rule the world. I would honestly follow Dante into most things with the exceptions of what I'd consider unacceptable. Well, I don't look down on 'commoners' and I'm not elitist and I'm not the type of person to do anything to win. I'm being classified under another character again in which I have no resemblance of attitude and I held no value to my own life before.

I find it amusing that Joker has an infatuation and an attraction to Batman. I'd probably go make fanfiction of that. ;)

To me yesterday doesn't matter and it never has as long as people change. "Anyone who ever tells you someone can't change is a lethargic devil.". I honestly never even killed anyone. I just got blamed because I happen to be covering for other people, and I never told someone to kill a bunch of criminals that happened to include some of my friends which I geared towards reform... I'm just not the type of person that would resort to bombing or killing other people to achieve something unless it's absolutely necessary.

It honestly slightly annoys me when people label me somebody who sleeps around with anyone when I don't. I don't consider myself special or anything either, but I don't tell anyone else they're not special. I also never tried to seduce anyone... Most people just want a place to belong, and then there's people that just want power.

I have faith in that people change and people aren't always what they're made out to be, and I would honestly still be friends with Dante, even if things had turned out another way. It's not like I have envy of anyone or anything... I'd honestly forgive most people, but keep telling me I'm spiteful and willing do anything to win when I'm not. I'm sorry, but you can't expect me to not be when someone is being such a big asshole. I wasn't a bully either, but excuse me if I don't exactly respond nicely to people who themselves are bullies even when I try to be understanding. I don't go blowing places up and killing other people to satisfy my urges to punch someone in the face sometimes. I even went as far as saying to prevent destruction. What makes someone a hero and what makes someone a villain? If you're technically classified as a hero simply because you've always been thought of as a hero and simply because it's a title, then why is it that someone who is considered a hero is doing what villains do? I didn't want to do a lot of things, but because of being forced to due to circumstances, I'm considered a villain... I honestly even tried to keep both of you alive, but that's epic hard, considering knowing who one of you is and considering other factors, of knowing someone else that I've spoken to in the last decade... I don't want to work with Suicide, if it means having to shoot somebody else I know. I never cared if someone else was the president of the United States of America, but I had gotten to like Wielder, and I do respect Steve from the United States of America. So I wouldn't shoot either of them. That's most likely why I fail a lot. I'd just fight for other peoples' right to survive from destruction, death, reform and defend, and even replace those in power that abuse it. I'll even admit that The United States of America had warmongers and people who abused their powers regularly in the past... and this is honestly true. Even Adam has a point of "change". Say though, just because someone has always had an image of a hero, doesn't mean they've always done heroic actions.

Even the people others label villains can be heroic on occasion and people are not always what they look like in a world of ninjas. I'd rather be bored, than live in an endless war, constantly being attacked by somebody random for no other reason than because I'm marked as a target for some bored person that feels like bullying me. I probably know who you are since you're calling me a control freak, but I'm not a control freak, I'm just not going to put up with someone who's too much full of shit. I honestly like Anna... I never even wanted to be an assassin. If people were happy in a place, they could stay if they wanted or leave if they wanted. The guild that I grew up in was essentially an assassination hell hole. Do you know why I protected it and even tried to change a few things in it? It's because I cared about it and the people in it. It was my hell hole, but I never considered it trash. I never considered other planets expendable. I left it. I didn't want to leave without ensuring that it could continue without my existence in a stable state. I genuinely cared about other people and I would not sacrifice other people to slavery to keep it alive. I wouldn't sacrifice other people that I know, who are good people to win... I even sacrificed myself just to keep other people alive. I had gotten to like the Mercenary League though... I'd honestly shoot somebody if they killed people with no remorse, wreaked havoc just because they could, kept killing people that were important to me and who were vastly corrupt, if it meant saving somebody I knew was innocent and who was trying to do the right thing. The only way I'd save someone that was not redeemable is if they became redeemable. If you defined everything in predefined roles then it won't always fit what you expect it to. :E

I didn't even want to rule the world or destroy anything. I'm basically telling someone to help people with the power they have instead of destroying stuff and reform. I probably couldn't shoot somebody who has already changed, but my main motivation is basically trying to keep other people alive at this point. I'm not the one that's trash talking. Masters is honestly one of the only people that I wouldn't mind sacrificing myself for without questioning it that much... I wouldn't sleep with someone to get places and honestly, I hate politics. I'm not that ambitious. I'm not greedy.

I know that's you Wilson! I can't help you anymore man not unless you change. It's very hard for me. Stop trying to kill William... I don't even know anymore man. I did actually care about you, but I can't bring myself to aid you in what you want... I'd honestly shoot you if it weren't for the fact that you're connected to somebody else I know and you're showing me something else other than what other people are thinking and that you even care somewhat. I'm not going sit here and take bullshit trash-talking, but I'm not a mean person at heart, despite what I may have said on the surface in the past. You're the only one that I'm willing to betray even if it costs me my life, but I'm stuck with the fact that you're allied with people I know and I know you're actually guilty. I expect to be betrayed by most people just because of the fact that I'm refusing to kill someone else. Well see, I was never willing to burn or rob towns in the first place. I'm not arrogant... Often times I'm left trying to guess what someone plans out and whether or not I even agree with it, and I was actually trying to catch Wilson in the first place, but he's a Sim that I've had conflicting feelings for and I feel like I'm probably being manipulated from the dialogue that I've seen. I'm often doubtful of someones intentions when they say they care and yet have said some pretty damning things in the background... My personality isn't cruel nor am I underestimating people, internally I don't even underestimate other people, but yeah I'm a decent person no matter what people say about me, it's only because of the things I had to do for other people that probably makes me out that way and I'll honestly respond to a repeat asshole with reflection, don't blame me for someone who starts talking shit first, though I don't really hate most people. I am actually kind, but I have a somewhat fractured personality, because of events that happened in the past. I dislike tactics that I probably won't agree with... I understand though why people do some of the things they do. My main motivation anyway was to keep other people alive and to change things for good. I mean if you have to frame someone for something they didn't do and bomb a place to fulfill your goals... No. It wasn't about conquering anything for me, but rather reform.

I'm not asking you to save me because I never expected to be saved Chris. I'm honestly expecting to die... I did actually genuinely care about other people and you, but it's extremely hard because of the fact that I still had links to another side. I don't form fake relationships and I'm risking a lot just by reaching out and helping your side... Just because I'm labeled as inhumane doesn't mean I actually am inhumane... I have a lot of respect towards Wilder and his crew. However, if you want to leave, it's fine... I'm not particularly controlling as long as you're not going to destroy shit or try to kill someone that I don't think even deserves to die. Orion, I'm not telling you to destroy anything, or drain a planet's of its life or torment as much humans as possible. I'm just telling you to live your life as a good boy and be cool. ;)