User:UnknownOutcast

I'd rather not have to deal with guild politics, but if it makes things better to implement something without mudslinging and hurting other people, just do good with it. I kinda got sick of serving someone who didn't initially care for me much. By caring, I mean they probably would not have cared if I died. Spent online trying to honestly help other people in the past. I couldn't bring myself to kill anyone in another sense. I've lost who knows how many things... The only thing I really wanted from the past is a real friend. My biggest regret is if other people died for me. Carl, even if it didn't look like I cared for you, I did. I know it's too late to say this however. There were other people I cared for too and there were other people who were nice to me... I couldn't bring myself to make a decision though and things happened. I would have been happier not having to make the decision between people or not get caught up in guild politics like that. Cheers though, if anyone cared for me in my past, but I'd understand if certain people don't anymore. Everyone has to move on sometime and I wouldn't want anyone waiting on me instead of focusing on their own life. I don't want the past to define who I am now. I just kinda hoped I could talk to other people again.

I see things. Ranging from a message that might be hinting that I'm a burden to someone who doesn't want me anymore, someone calling me fat or... It doesn't matter. I never asked anyone to do anything big for me, you know? I'm grateful that they even did something for me. I feel bad if I'm responsible for a potentially bad decision that hurt other people.

I had a good heart too, though I didn't always look nice to some other people mainly because I don't respond that nicely to someone who says something mean first and because things aren't always what it looks like. It's not like I couldn't see other people had a good heart either, but I'm not delusional enough to think that me or anyone is perfect. I like to think of the better nature.