Thread:Jester of chaos/@comment-29414935-20190923113331/@comment-29414935-20191003134624

It's a thing nobody can really help me and I can't do anything about it and just need to accept it. It's about the whole world we live in and the entire society. It wasn't that bad a few years ago and it grews worse. It's because the thing about humanoid animals and furries itself. They are so rare and underused and could ahve so much potential, but most movie makers and video game developers don't use them as the main topic in their productions. Even animes don't do it, even if they have humanoid animals in Dragon Ball and One Piece for example, but also just as unnecessary minor characters or just a sole one, and not really in the main focuss. And it breaks my heart and annoys me so much that many people are hating on them and critizising their sexuality and that's I guess the main reason why they aren't happen very often. And I met many people from anime communities who were really toxic to furries and humanoid animals in general. And they are in the majority and really get what they want, they got millions of animes. And what do we furries have? Very little stuff about humanoid animals and also are in the minority. I just can't accept that. But it seems like I'm the only one who really want to change something about that, and all other people just don't care and are happy like what it is like now. I have seen so much movies and also a few series and animes, but I can't watch them anymore because of that and the communities behind that. I feel so lonely and hated from everyone. And the fact that even the furries are toxic to humanoid animals, which makes absolutely no sense. The thing with Krystal for example, which I talked with you about. I became so toxic myself because of toxic people and are more scared to talk with people about that and also are hostile against communities and other people. It's just so unfair and sad that people like me, who got very special ideas and creativity are not able to make their dream happen or are not come this far yet because it's a hard way, and many movie directors don't have good ideas, making the same shitty movies but people love it and that brings money. Hollywood, the game industry etc are all just in for it for the money. And that's so fucking sad and disappointing. Sometimes I really wonder if it really have sense to life in this world or not. Peoples with creativity don't have the freedom and can't do what they want. And seriously, if I don't have succeed in archieving my dreams to make movies, I will lose my sense of life....

And what also is really pissing me off, that nekos or what fucking name these things have. Human with animal features. Are more popular and beloved than humaoid characters. And I don't see why? This is ok for people, this is ok to find attractive and sexy?! This world jesus christ!!!