Thread:Jester of chaos/@comment-29414935-20180905160147/@comment-29414935-20180921205953

I can understand that. Bullying is something terrible and it's really bad. That's because I really hate bullies, in fiction and in real life. They can destroy lifes if they harm innocent people because they are just different and better than they are. It's so disgusting and contemptuous. That is why I hate most of humanity. I don't say every human on this planet is bad, but for me, many humans are really bad or evil. That's why it makes me so sad and annoyed me so much!

I mean, I had a good life and right now I have a good life. But there are things that happened in the past that also destroyed my mind, and that it's possible because of that, I'm more aggressive nowadays. Because my parents are divorced when I was 10 and they brutally harm eachother in to the night and me and my sister where right in the middle of it. Before that it was also not better. My mother was kind of mentally ill and often hurt my sister and I must see everything. Then we must put our dog to sleep because he got a bad skin illness and a year ago my grandfather past away, and before that he can't moving or speaking anymore and had such pain. I don't know if I'm depressed to because of these terrible things that happened, it's possible, but I don't feel it right now if I'm really depressed or not. I also got just two best friends and the other friends I have are just internet friends or fake friends who used me. And even with my best friends I don't really often meet with them, because we don't know what we can do or they just sitting in there room, playing videogames. I mean, I noticed that I'm have reformed myself a little bit, I meet my friends often than before (Not right now, but a few months ago). But a few years ago, where I was 12-16, I wasted that part of my life. I was just sitting in my room, don't have connection to my friends anymore or other people and playing videogames all the time. I mean that time was good to but always wasted and a little bit lonely. Life's really hard...