To be honest, I feel like it’s very unfair to her as a character and as a victim of jigsaw (although she did become a villain) to have her hobbies listed as s/h and doing drugs. although it is true, it reduces her character to nothing but the stereotype of “crazy unstable jealous bitch”, when in reality Amanda was a tortured woman desperately clinging to John because he was the only person who had ever demonstrated “care” for her. As someone with borderline personality disorder, Amanda is very heavily coded with it, and it hurts a lot to see her completely villainized and reduced to the pain and trauma she was put through.